Blackbird by Cameron Mitchell

seriously awesome. he sings one of my feveret song :) awesome and fyi, he is one of the contestants that is from the Glee Project but didn't win.

semakin malas mem-post. ombak rindu sudah main di tawau. sudh pg tngok last nite, oklah, x seBEST yg digembar gemburkan. entah kenapa, lain orang lain citarasa kan? lagi, 21 days to left sebelum balik ke UTP :) and start a new life as 3rd year student. pa lagi ya? tentang dhia, makin BEST. ndak tau dpat ka tngok x nnti if da balik UTP. x sabar mau jumpa kawan2. ada event2 menunggu. harap2 komitmen tinggi plus with the ETP (Engineering Team Project). Mau download running man ep74 tp blom kuar lagi, besok mybe baru kuar :) jadi, besokla baru download. tp baru ja download my favorite ep ever, Running Man with SNSD. sebenarnya sudah tngok, tapi ilang. hahaha.. :) 2012 ada 3 hari lagi.. 

39 days!

yup, I am counting the days and it seems like I only have 39 days to go before go back to Peninsular Malaysia and the next week afterwards, I will be continuing my life in UTP as the third year students and of course, in the same year I will have my very first Internship and yes, it is scary for me as the first exposure to me, to the real job world :) and yes, I miss UTP so much.

This two weeks, I finished to watch Greek from season 1 to season 4 and I am so gladly finished to watch it because it would be a great regret if I never watch this one and seriously. it is one of the best, ever. It is about the fraternity life in a CRU college and the story is totally awesome.



Next, I want to share the quote that I just accidentally found from the net and totally awesome!

"I've always been called a dreamer, but I know I'm not the only one! I cheated on my fears.Broke up with my doubts. I got engaged to my faith, and now I’m married to my dreams, Lisa ANTM17 Winner)".

What I really love about her quotation, it is just catchy :) and yes, I am a dreamer and saying this to myself, kinda remind me of Rebecca Ferguson and she is from UK X factor season 7 and one of the finalists but only make it to runner up but I think, her voice so powerful and during the final, she was singing Distant Dreamer and it is totally so beautiful . Check out her videos here:

and finally, I don't know what I am feeling. I feel a little weak and I don't know why, maybe I am hungry but I don't feel like I want to eat. What a random post :)

My top 5 pics from KML album

Here we go again, the top 5 of my pics in KML and here is a little background of me in KML:

~ I am in class F3T20 and I am a Physical Students.
~ I miss my ex-roomates, Eric and Saboru :)
~ I really miss chocolate and I don't know why I never bought chocolate when I was in KML but when it is time for holiday, there you go. I bought many chocolates which is worth hundreds++ bucks :)
~ and KML is one of the BEST thing ever happen to me in my life.

The first picture is took when we have our dinner for the whole class (F3T20) to Manjarasa. Actually, it is a place that must be visited when you went to KML. and I am most likely already forget their name. Bad me.

 And here is the same night after we had our lunch from Manjarasa. We took a walk from Manjarasa and went to somewhere and we met a stranger and guess what, we took picture with him and he is like in the middle of picture. Forget to mention that this is the BEST night ever in my life. We dance, sing and everything. Everyone is just like went so crazy and it is like we see the other side of our tutorial mates :)

And here is the three of us and this is taken on the Hall and due to boredom, we are just taking picture :)

And this is the boy members of F3T20 and let's see if I remember all of them. They, who on the bottom from the left, Khalid, Raphael, Souven and on the top, from left, I forget this chinese kid, then, ronald, me, Gilbert, at the behidn Gilbert is halim, then our english teach miss Ibtizam and totally forget the rest. SORRY!

and the last one is from al-Munawwar and this is taken when we, two classes join nasyid competition and guess what? we are second place and I am so proud of us since we are using our own members because the team with the 1st class, the imported their solos from other class and that's how they win :)

the top 7 pics from FRIENDS album :)

FRIENDS album here, I mean my BFF.. We know each other since Year 2 in primary school, SK Titingan and officially well known start Form 1, SMK Titingan. Ya, we know each other but we are not that so close. Just as a classmates, I guess but I start to play with them when I was in Year 6 and start from Form 1, we used to meet every recess and talking stuff :) We used to study group together and everything, we do thing together. We are just like a TRIO which I have a lot of precious moments with them and still until today, we are FRIENDS. Here is the pics of Sue, Dewi and Me :)


 

Finally, I managed to rearrange this pictures :) awesome! The thing about my friends, we used to take pics anywhere we go and of course, it is a bit embarrassed for me. Yup, imagine to take pics in front of lotta people and yes, public. 

I will post another pics from other album :)

my top 5 pics in FAMILY album

It is just happened to me last night that I want to post the top 5 pics in each album I have in my lappy :)

here we go, the first photo. This photo is taken during aidilfitri last year where I have to spent my raya alone for the second time :) As you can see, from the left, my father, my mommy and beloved sister. I just only have one wish, to have a family photo during the eid and I don't know when can I take it because everytime it is holiday for raya, it will be only few days only. But it is okay, still have a lot time :)

and this picture is taken at Taman Jambu, Sin Onn and he is my beloved anak buah.. dia yg paling cumil antara suma :) How I miss him right now because he went for a holiday start from last week. It is just I love him and remember that I have my two consecutive semester and I really miss my family and the 1st person that I want to meet is him, not my mom, not my dad or even my sis. hehehe..

and this picture was taken few years back ago.. noticed my hair style, hahaha.. it is so different from now. This is taken when my auntie, no.2 from left, just got married~ and they went to KK, and we also join them becoz want to settle few things like my id card. This is the resort, but we didnt stay and we are just on the way from KK to Tawau.

and here we go, anak buah yang paling ku sayang and this is from Balung river and there is a swimming pool. I love this pic and he was crying actually because I scolded him *jahat kan?* but, I did it on purpose because all he want to do is just jump by himself to the pool and it is so deep.. jangan nangis ulhaq :)

and here is the last one, me and my beloved sista. She is the only sibling that I have and sometime, things can be awkward between us and we are not that close, I don;t know why. Maybe the difference of age? Who knows?? and it is just I miss her :)

Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

Few days ago, I just finished read this book and all what I can say, this is kind of book that someone needs motivational and this is a journey about Liz (the writer) of looking for god and for me, this book is awesome. In this book, it is divided into three parts of her journey and they are Italy, India and Indonesia and they are alphabetically ‘I’ J now, I am looking forward for the movie and I’m pretty sure that it will be an amazing movie and worth to watch.

~ITALY~

-          Of course, it is a place to eat and seriously, pasta, pizza and ice cream.  Even the writer gains some weight from there.

-          She made some friends and learns Italian language and even, has friends to practise with.

-          Also, this destination has been chosen for her and sister to become closer.

~INDIA~

-          Here, the writer stays for another three months in an ashtram(sp?) and she practiced yoga and meditation for whole days.

-          There, she met a friend named Richard who used to called her ‘Groceries’

-          Besides, there is a moment that really caught me and it is when she, even forced herself to undergo one of the ritual that she hate the most and it has 100+ verses and it took 3++ hours. This show to us even there is anything you hate the most, if you really open your heart and try to understand it deeply, you will find it kinda of beneficially and promises.

~INDONESIA~

-          This is the last destination that she choose and the main reason that she went there is because she want to met an old man, named as Ketut Liyer. He is a healer which she met two years ago during her first trip to Indonesia.

-          There, she befriend with a woman who is also a healer and mother of three children, two is her adopted.

-          She used her influence to help her to owned a house and gained $18 000 but she kinda of greedy. So, before this thing even gets worse, Liz pushed her to buy land and start the construction of her house as soon as possible.

-          This called Love because this is the place where she met Felipe, a Brazilian who stayed in Bali for five years and also, a divorcee. 

Lucky Guy by David Choi

There is a song I really want to share before I went to sleep and it is already 3.18am :) and this is a song that really explained the feeling towards her *jiwang pagi2 subuh ni.. haha* and this song from David Choi, her third album, Forever and Ever. About this song, it is just so simple and simply shown how a simple can be a fantastic and beautiful things. Dear That Girl, this song for you :)

Lucky Guy Lyrics
By: David Choi

It’s been so long since I’ve met someone
That makes me feel this way
Makes me smile, and that’s hard to do
I don’t think it’s something you realize you do

You make me feel
Like I’m the only guy
With you in the world

But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy

You wanted a song well here’s one for you
Nobody will know except for us two
Don’t ask me about it
Cuz I won’t tell the truth
Just know that there’s someone
Thinking of you

You make me feel
Something I wish wasn’t real at all

Chorus

You were never mine to begin with…

So we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy

David Choi is awesome right? If you guys want to listen to the rest of his songs, feel free to visit this :)

david choi songs ;)

and now is the time..

I forget when did I bought my laptop and few months ago, it is just the time that I have been afraid of. Send my laptop to PC shop and it happen yesterday. It started with a black blank page when I try to on and that's all. I can't switch on it afterwards. Never ever happen in my life and yes, I am so down with the my laptop because before my laptop, it was my external.I have about 450++GB data in my external and you know what, I can't even save it. What a loss! But, there is a software which can help you to recover your storage in external and I should try it, hopefully it works. that's all I want to post :)

about last night..

About last night, I didn't have my sleep. Seriously, this is the first time ever I did it in my life, ever. Before that, we send my auntie to the airport and unfortunately, her flight delayed for almost two hours. Hopefully, it will never happen to me to the next of my flight and surely, people will say AIRASIA is suck. But, it is depend to different people. It is just a long queue last night before the check in because the machines that we are supposed used to check in by ourself is under maintenance. What the heck? With hundreds of people, and it is the time they upgrade the system. So, the long queue took about 45 minutes before my auntie can check in. To make the matter worse, her flight which is supposed to depart is about 8.40pm but for every next minutes, they changed it to 9.15pm. then 9.40pm and lastly, delayed. When my auntie asked the airasia staff, the flight to KK will be on 11.40pm. OMG! that's a long time to wait and of course, we didn't stay there and wait for her to depart. We just go straight home.

After that, we have our dinner and played a game called 'daun terup' :) We finished around 2am. Haha. We played till the late night and of course, everybody is sleeping except us :) When we are going to sleep, my niece suddenly wake up and crying non stop. Guess what? She was looking for her mother and her mother wasn't here because she went to KK. So, after my cousins tried to make her to sleep, it didn't work and I took her and play with her. I wake up all the night because of her and I try everything and hoping she will forget about her mother and seriously, it is worked. I do everything like reading her a book. :) I read her everything I got with me and the next thing I know, we played talking Tom.

Talking Tom is an application in mobile phone which allowed you to do few things but one of the things that I like is Tom is going to repeat for every single things that he heard :) and I played Tom with Dhia Zakira, she is the baby and me even sings every single lullaby that I know and you know what, Talking Tom is doing the same. Awesome right?

But, it didn't stop it here and I need to find other things to play and next thing, we played with food. Haha.. I planned to make a hot drink for me, which is nestum because my niece like to eat something like that. But the problem is that she don;t want us to feed her and she want to do it herself and that's good that she want to played it by herself but the problem is, it is HOT NESTUM. She is directly feed himself from the spoon into her mouth. I am afraid if she will get burned because from the hot drink. Thus, I added few cold water to cool it :) and she finished it up and I guess, the reason she wake up is because she is hungry. After that, I clean her and make her play herself. When it is already morning, around 5.45am, the sky is brighter and we played outside and play football. Haha, it is me who will do anything to make her happy and lastly, she went to sleep when my auntie forced her to sleep :) and next, I went to sleep too.

and time's now is 11.59am and I just woke up and directly blogging without taking a bath. Just last night, it is a really new stuff for me and that is how it feel to be a father :)

and she is the baby girl that I am talking about? cute kn?

the last one..

even I promise myself this will be the last one, it is not. There will be another one is coming and f**k! hate it! even so, I still hoping that this will be the last one :)

ombak rindu ost

there is a song that I keep playing all the times :) and if you are familiar with the novel of Ombak Rindu, yeap there will be a movie based on that novel and here, I share the ost by Hafiq and Adira. I love both of them :)

it is November..

yup, this is the first post for November. so, HAPPY NOVEMBER.. with coming November, I only have 2 and half month to spent before going back to my beloved UTP :) *and I mean it*

I'm done with all the assignments that my auntie and her friends, so just wait for the money :) this means I will have nothing to do after this :( I am so sad actually because actually, doing assignments by my auntie and her friends, actually an amusement and pleasuring time for me because what? I got to learn new stuff. Call me nerd and I don;t care because it is just fun to know new things and so-unrelated to Chemical Engineering.

So, November is here. My cousin will be here too, soon. This Friday, and she is currently in KML Labuan and of course, heaven of chocolate. Waiting for her chocolate actually :) and we have a lot to do actually :) just four of us hanging this time :)

my cellphone, damn you! hahaha.. seriously, I don't care for it anymore and I think I want new phone, I want the Xperia (Sony Eriscon plz!). Maybe later :(

Seem like all the plans that I planned during the flight from KL, canceled due to some reasons and such a waste of holiday kan? Never mind, someday I will.

This is all that I want to post, and again, life is so boring here, and I know I should stop complaining about it but never mind, I will get back my life soon :)

and one more thing, I started reading Eat Pray Love and at first I read it, kinda boring because it really took time to figure out what the writer want us to understand and when I accompanied my grandma cousin today to hospital, I read this book and waiting for her which is took around four to five hours. But luckily, I don't really waste my time since I have something to do, reading the book :)

and I really want to complained about the management of hospital Tawau but I think I should less complaining and if I want to say something about the management, I should go to the Hospital and tell them directly (only if I have the gut to do so) or fill the petition. But last two weeks, if I am not mistaken, while waiting for my medicines, they give us a form or survey to fill and comment about their management. I got nothing with it but it is just what I want to say that they need to provide with a plastic bag and I don't when they started to implement this, for us to bring our own plastic bag and plastic bag will be given only if you have lots medicine. So, I put in the survey, they should have bag paper instead of plastic bag which is easily disposable and also, I see that on the plastic bag, there is phone number for hospital, if I am not mistaken and actually, they put the phone number not just as the decoration, but in need if something happen due to the medicines, maybe allergic? I don't know if there is anyone that is allergic to medicine but anything could happen right? So, the conclusion here, they should put the phone number on the paper bag if they want to implement it and holy crap, what I am talking here so long! It is just me a concerned citizen :) *peace*

few things..

Few things happen to me this lately and sure, it is kind of embarrassed :-/

I don't tell my friends that I actually have been accepted to work at Pizza Hut last week. My first day which is not so first day, I just went to Pizza Hut with formal clothes (white-kemeja, black pants, black shoes) and after that, attend the monthly meeting which is held by the supervisors and the staff :) and it is a non-stop talking of supervisors and it is end around 11am. What a long meeting and funny though because they laughed, they get scolded, the laughed and so on.. There is six of us - totally bored and don't have the choice, just sit and listen to  it. Seriously boring. The next thing is complete the form that needed which I think a waste of time because I just have to wake up 7am just to finish the documents that needed. About the meeting, it is so unrelated to us since they mention zero thing about us and what's the point to attend it anyway?

the next day, the supervisor ask us to come around 9am and it is the day where we start our orientation and we learn few things and we left around 12pm. We continue on the next day but earlier, 8am and they told us about about our jobs which I thought it won't be serving the customers because I'm not so good when it is involved communication with people. Bite me. Forget to mention, I got flu from the not-so-first-day at Pizza Hut. After finish the orientation, they want us to come back again tomorrow, 8am too and we will learn more about serving customers..

But this leave me with few things which I want to talk. I feel like I am not suit to serve for customers like taking orders because I have few deficiency in my hearing especially on my left side. So, I don't have the nerve to take  order and feel I should quit. This leave me with pain for the rest of the day and finally, I got headache and it become worse. Finally, my mom come to my room and rest on my right, and there, I have small talk with my mom which I come to the decision to quit from Pizza Hut. Really a waste but I felt happy and I am so gonna spent this holiday without looking for a part time job :) So, that is the story of me and Pizza Hut but there is one thing which I am pretty sure, it would took lots time  before I can go to Pizza Hut as customers :(

I have another one assignment, essay questions, 2500- 3000 words.. Not easy one and it is about cyber crime, Never mind, I will try my best to do it.. :) after that, I can focus on other things like? I'm not sure either.. And I am so enjoying this holiday :) Till we met again :)

Timeline by Facebook

I already change my Facebook into the Timeline and now, I am going to show you a little preview on Timeline. Actually, it has been not released officially yet and I don't know when they will officially apply it to the public. 

and here is what you will see on the top of my timeline. Foremost, Timeline will allow you to choose what kind of pic that you would like to choose to put on the top of your Timeline. This kid is so cute and I really love his/her( I don't know his gender) expressions. So cute! In the earlier launch of Facebook, most people hoped that they will be able to choose their own background just like Friendster but now, Timeline will allow you to have your own picture on the top of Timeline. 

and you can see here is how the founder of Facebook looks alike :) awesome right?

After that, the next pic you see here is the post that people post from me and people wishing on birthday. And this pic is taken yesterday during my birthday :) So, thanks to all my friends for wishing my birthday :)

As you can see at the right side of the pic above, there are years from born until now. So, if you click on born, and you can see the date of birth and actually, you can upload picture when you were born. Actually, I wish to upload a pic when I was born, but maybe later and I'm not able to find the pic when I was born :)

After it, you also can click on another year and during my 2000, I graduated from SMK Titingan and SMK Tawau. Also, I wish to update the pics from my school and again, I am not able to find it :( maybe I should check it again and I know it is somewhere :) hidden. But what so good about this timeline, you can click on any year like 2008, for example.. and guess what? You can view your activity or on what you post during 2008 and etc.

Also, here is the pics that i uploaded and also, they sorted it into year. So, I will know which picture is uploaded from what year :)

and here is the map of our beloved Malaysia. Actually, the function of this map is to show you the location of kind of activities that you did. When you are going to post something, sometime you will added the location right? This will be added on this map and there is total 16 posts when I was in Tawau and Putrajaya :)

and here is a little preview on what I post and add Tawau as my location. It will automatically added on the map, maybe? Actually I am not so sure. About this post, this baby look like a friend of mine, Alif :)

and here, you also can see on what you updated a long time ago and this is taken on the earlier of Facebook and here, seem like Gwen posts a lot on my Facebook and I hardly remember it. and there is something. U still smoke? -_- <-- hehehe.. I am not and I am clean at this moment :) This pic is taken so randomly yesterday :)

So, how is it? awesome right? If you want to change it, just follow this link and see the video. You will see how to change it. But there is one thing you should know, you can't view my Timeline unless you change into Timeline. So, here is the link. Enjoy the Timeline.

Timeline. Let's change it!

ok, till we met again :)

6.43am..

I woke up so early today :P nothing special, just a random day to wake up early :) and still, don't have my breakfast yet :( maybe later

what to post? I just get my 'Duit Raya' from UTP.. seriously, don't know how did I get chosen but it is a good thing since I will have extra money.

I don't start work part time yet since there is no vacancy and actually, there is a lot but waiting for another but if things will be like this, I am so gonna spend my holiday without working part time. But never mind, I'm doing little something here. My auntie's assignments and her friends. Got extra money from it :) at least I am doing something :)

Oh yeah, tomorrow will be my birthday :) another one year added to my current age. Feeling so old now and surely, time is clicking so fast.

By counting the weeks, there are 14 weeks to go before go back to UTP. I know still early to counting the weeks, but seriously I miss UTP. I miss my life there. Here, I don't have life. Never mind, should enjoy my holiday to fullest then.

and here is another pic that I caught last night and this pic really look like a friend of mine. Alif :) and seriously, they look alike. *already post it in facebook, but I still want to post it here*

I should start doing the assignments now, but after I have my breakfast though.

my result :)

Finally, my result is coming out last week and I am so GLAD because I was able to see my result. I thought my result is withheld because I still have about rm455.50 to pay but seem like I am able to see it :) Finally, the moment. Guess what? happy but sad too. I make it again this semester but a bit sad because there were subject that I thought I will score A, solid A not A- because I study hard + smart but then, at last A-. Never mind I should be happy with it and be grateful :) I will update more tomorrow :) and this week and this Friday will be my birthday :) and don't know what to do T.T

result..

the result will be coming out tomorrow :) 06th October 2011 Good luck everyone.. or maybe can check it at midnight :) and enjoy my new layout.. awesome kn?

jenJEN. said...

here is her comment on one of my post not long ago..

why must pharmacy?
there's so many courses out there that u can choose besides that one ait? are u sure ur passion is into pharmacy? are u sure? or just bcz it's a great course (same with meds) so u want to take it.. is it? try to explore other fields rosli. ok, this is my opinion k... i think that our mind had been spoiled with all the "sc things"... just when we not good in sc while in secondary(spm), we enter the different field (some ppl face this kind of things). maybe we(kita2 jak la, i mean class pure sc cm kita) just stuck with our pyshics, chem, bio..... so, when ppl ask us our ambition back then, they were job that between those field... doctor, enginr,dentist,pharmacist,etc... but why i didnt hear someone want to be an event director,lawyer (glad mark did it), manager or other work that hppen to be in the hotel (okay, i'm not mentioning the "service" yah)or something that relate to the hospitality field, architecture(yusy did it)and etc... even if there's someone apply to be a teacher, they'll go for sc subject,math,english,etc (no offence ok!) but why there's no one in history??? sejarah... it's a good subject too. ppl will respect you with ur knowledge abt history all over the world.. 

so what i want to tell here that dont get ur mind stuck in the "sc world" only rosli. there are so many field that really interesting out there. i realize this thing when i was worry abt my matrics result.. i worried if i done bad. so i try to explore other field. and i find they were interesting. i was nearly get into the world of hospitality, hotel management and tourism.. i find it is interesting to meet with various kind of ppl and prepare the best for them. i believe whatever the job is, they too want to give the best to citizen. am i rite? working in advertisement industry, photograph wud be exciting isnt it? same with the bidang penyiaran (not as the host la tapinya..) yg d balik tabir.. working with the audio and video... journalism too kinda cool.. and sc field actually, there are lots of subfield in it. it's not just pharmacy... so, u better make urself explore the fields...the indusrty that u never think about that u would step into before. just open your mind a lil bit. give some space to them. 

and rosli.... i know these are way too long... but i am very excited to help you to realise that there is still so many option out there and life is not so suck. it's the people who made it sucks.

and as for me, i'm choosing my course now, not because the demand job nowadays or whatever it is... i chose it because i like it. i think this is my passion. i like to know about earth since i was a little girl. i dont care if my mum says there's not many opportunity out ther, i'm still doin it. and now i'm doin it, she cant do nothing.. she just have to watch me and give me her support, even she's not liking it.
i'm not asking u to do the same thing like what i did, but i know, everybody else is just like you, want a guarantee job after graduate.... so, now it's up to u, wether u want to sit down and think bout ur future till migrain attacks you, or take some action to create a future...your future rosli.

stop complaining and act!

see that?? That me so grateful to have a friend like her who is really care about me and my life. *mode terharu* she did reply to my comment on this blog and this is when I feel like I am going to take Pharmacy for my major and guess what? I applied for it for my first choice :) and chemical engineering as my second choice and guess what? God knows what is the BEST for me and it is CHEMICAL ENGINEERING (UMS) but unfortunately, I am already in UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY PETRONAS and majoring in CHEMICAL ENGINEERING TOO :) 

 In her comment, she asked about my passion and of course, my passion is towards physics, chemistry and mathematics. I really love these subjects and see? I don't have BIOLOGY in my favorite list but still, I want to take Pharmacy. I thought I am gonna be alright since what I have to do is pushed myself to study but sometime, it is hard to pushed yourself to like something you already hate and you set in mind. But still, her advice though.. make me thinking that I should do something based on my passion, interest.. that's the point..

so what i want to tell here that dont get ur mind stuck in the "sc world" only  (Jen, 2010). Here, she told me not to get my mind stuck in the science subjects and fyi, I want to be an architect and accountant before I was exposed with subjects like chemistry and physics. I really want to be architect  because I like to see tall buildings and sky crapper. They are pretty awesome and I used to watch the Mega-Building in Discovery Channel and it is amazing to see how the sky crapper is built then. Apart from that, I also feel want to be an accountant because of my wrong misinterpretations. I thought it is only mathematics that we need to be an accountant and I also almost enrolled myself in account subject when I was form four. But, it is actually quite hard to learn by yourself and I have to cancel that. 

that's all what I wanted to say. Just wanna say THANK YOU VERY MUCH for help me to go through this crisis. Thanks. Jen, you are awesome! 

p/s: when you told me about the history teacher, you kind of remind me of  Cikgu Mazlan.. my mentor during the form 5.. hehehe.. :)

my favorite comment in this blog so far..

gonna post this tomorrow :) just wait for it and I will give it a review :) *I just happen to read my old posts and found one comment that I really give me inspiration, thanks to her..*

-- I will post it tomorrow :) --

What makes you beautiful by One Direction

A little preview about this group (one direction) : 3rd place for X-factor UK last year and they are super duper awesome! Just released their song and mv. Their song is pretty awesome too :)

here is the video and lyrics. Enjoy! They are cute too but they are talented too. They don;t depend on their cute face to competed but also got talent.

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

Don't need make up, To cover up, Being the way that you are is enough (this is my favorite lyrics since it is so TRUE)

pening..

still have no idea about the assignments but I already finished two assignments.. :) but it is pretty easy because related to subjects I took in matriculation but for the next subjects, OMG it is really tiring since I have to find the answer online and open the book at the same time in order to make sure that I am using the syllabus given. But still(after open the book hundred times), seem like the answer is not there :(

there is a question, it is easy about pollution but hate it because it want the specific data. It is not like an essay question which I have just explain the types of pollution, sources, effect and ways to overcome like we did in school. But this time, the question want to me to find few method of BIOTA that used to detect how human activity effect this environment and to make things worst, I already find in the book that there is no word BIOTA in it. I don't know how I am gonna finish it.

Got another assignment :) I miss UTP and doing assignments DAMN! and this time is not really my course and it is about the General Genetics. Just got the questions today but supposedly to be easy but still don't know how to solve it. But, already have the idea about the second question because it need me to apply the subject I took in UTP last semester, probability and statistics which is about Chi-square table. :)

Lastly, I just cant believed that we are already in October month :)

type B

Type B
You can be very goal-oriented and often complete the ambitious tasks set before you. Outgoing and very charming, you’re good at reading people and providing support. Though critical of appearance (but not your own), you aren’t picky and are unlikely to dwell over the little things. Type Bs are impulsive individualists who often create their own path in life. You are very strong and optimistic. B is most compatible with B and AB lovers. Common career choices: cook, hairdresser, military leader, talk show host, and journalist. copy directly from Jenn.


very goal oriented. This one I totally agree with because I always have my own goal every time I want to do something. Yup, actually this is normal for people to have their own goal even in life but myself different. I have my own goal for every semester and even for this holiday four months, I have a list-to-do :) because I really don't want to waste my time for holiday and have fun instead :)


often complete the ambitious tasks set before you. This is so me. I like to finish everything before the due date. Even me myself like to study things by my own before the lecturer teach it.It help me to be well-prepared and that mean,I study stuff twice and this will help me in my study :) ni lah salah satu petua study saya :)


outgoing and very charming. I like this one, VERY CHARMING :) but I don't think I am outgoing person because I do like to enjoy myself by spend my time alone in my room instead of going outside and have fun :)


I am good at reading people and providing support. OMG! This is so TRUE! I use to have what people called, good intuition which I know how to read people and react to it. Sometime I will know something without the need of people telling me what to do because I can read mind ( like the 6th sense kan??) :P


you aren’t picky and are unlikely to dwell over the little things. Yup, I am not so picky person. I will choose anything as long as it fits me very well. About the appearance, prefer function than the brands :) 

impulsive individualists who often create their own path in life. You are very strong and optimistic. Yup, I think I like to create my won path for my life because it is me who will decide my future, not you, not my family or even other people. But, it is me :) very strong and optimistic,kinda of :)


Common career choices: cook, hairdresser, military leader, talk show host, and journalist. cook? yes, I like to cook but I will not try chef. I think maybe in home only. hairdresses,auuwww.. this is not what I want.. military leader.. OMG! hancur la negara kalo aku yg jadi ketua.. talk show host.. mau juga, kalo rancangan aku femes cam oprah, mmg aku x kesah.. hahaha.. journalist.. out of the list.. :)


nah, that's all!

the holiday..

Still at this moment, I still don't manage to find for any part time job. So sad. I should try find it again this Sunday :) or else ask my friend and hopefully I can start to work in the next two weeks :) I really need $$$ because have a lot to do during this four months holiday. Ok, it is actually not four months anymore, from my calculation 16 weeks to go, oopss exactly four months :) so that means I have holiday which is more than four months. But for the this time, I already have a job but not officially. I help my auntie with her assignments. Three assignments and three different subject (Light and Modern Physics, Macromolecular and Industrial Chemistry and Environmental Biology). I don't have problem with two subjects since its only short questions but for Environmental Biology, an essay questions about pollutions. Looks easy but need to avoided plagiarism like Intro to Management subject :) Maybe I will finish everything by next week because I am almost done with Light and modern physics:) 

Also, in my list to do this four months holiday is learn to drive :) but my very first priority is looking for a job, so that I can save half of salary and start learn to drive. Damn, I stuck here because I don't know what else to story.

Wait, I have a story about my POTTERMORE. awesome website but suck sometime. Let me tell you what this is about. It is a website that allow you to experience yourself the moment in Harry Potter book, chapter by chapter. Then, you are also expected to find few things that hidden in each chapter and you can read few notes from JK Rowling about her thought about certain topics. It is interesting but the most fun is when you feel yourself like a real wizard :) awesome. For example, went to Diagon Alley to but merchandises and books, and I have my very first wand. Not only that, there were also sorting ceremony and I am sorted into Gryffindor. Super duper awesome right because I am in same house with Harry Potter, Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger. Not onlyy that, in POTTERMORE we also can do the cast spell and brew potions. Awesome right? So you guys invited to join be the member of POTTERMORE but this will be only opened in October and I am one of the LUCKY ONE MILLIONS that have early access in this website.

Currently in UTP, it is the first week of the new semester but me having holiday here while few of my friends continue their study there with short term of holiday. I really want to do the same but there is limited subjects that I can apply for. Plus,extra semester means extra expenses for me. So, I think I will have the holiday even I will not work even for whole holiday because I know I can do something useful. Also, I receive email today from finance UTP which told me to go to finance to takemy duit raya and since I was not in UTP,I can just send them my CIMB account number and they will transfer it. I just wonder where it is from and hopefully,they will reply my email tomorrow :) ok,enough here because time now is 2.05am and I have been here in my auntie's home and I will go back to my home maybe tomorrow :) ok, good night and have a good dream everyone!!

yes! berjaya update blog lagi! oh, maybe I should looking for new layout tomorrow :)

to my future wife.. *mode gatal sikit :P*

At this moment, actually I am waiting to finish my download adobe after effect and hopefully, I will use my 4 months holiday to explore about this software :) so, in order to wait for another 27 minutes, I want to write something about my future wife. But before that, just wanna tell you that still, I AM SINGLE :) and my future wife that I am talking about, I don't who is she actually :)

bha, let me tell you. Tadi, dari jalan2 from Alamanda with my auntie.. and having Kenny Roasters as dinner.. damn! awesome as Nando's :) and tadi bnyk tngok kapel2 la, suami isteri, dan tunang2 (kalo ada la) dan terdetik di hati ini.. aku SUNYI.. hahaha.. aku senyum ja sorang2.. tapi, yg paling  best bila nmpak psangan suami isteri bawa anak2 dorg yg cute mute tu.. kulit dorg yg putih melepak bagaikan tiada daki, mata yang besar dan galak seperti mata ikan emas.. badan dorg yg kecil2 dan pendek2 cam toyol.. hahahahaaaa.. mmg cumil giler.. dan terlintas di fikiran, bila la aku mau dpat baby comel2 ni.. :P getek kan?? hahaha...

so, this is a message to my future wife outside there. Tidak sabar nak jumpa and kalo bleh kahwin terus.. bleh ka?? hahaha.. gatal.. main2 ja bha.. should know each other dulu.. kenal hati budi bicara and paling penting, kerjaya stabil, rumah banglo satu, kereta 3 (1 tuk jalan2 bawa family, 1 tuk pkai pg keja, 1 plak mau pkai tuk berlagak bujang mau pg mengurat.. hahahahahaaaa.. gurau ja bha.. ) yg penting bila da cukup syarat2 suma, insyALLAH akan kahwin.. and dpat bay yg cumil cam di bawah ni.. boleh kan??

Muhammad DhiaUlhaq

budak ni anak buah aku.. comel kan?? aku nak dpat anak cam budak ni.. comel giler.. cam mau tampar2 dan gigit2 ja.. hahahahaaaaaa... kalo da dpat baby cumil cam dia, aku nk bagi nama2 yg pnjang2 sikit.. supaya class sikit.. heheheee.. tapi x tau mau bg nama pa.. tp plan nak bagi yg ada R la.. kasi ikut nama bapa nya la.. heheheee.. ok, tu ja la post saya tuk hari ni.. cuti ni, makin rajin update blog kan?? hahaha.. maybe besok mau cari layout baru kot sal layout yg sedia ada ni cam boring da.. huhuhu.. lagu pun cam mau tukar gk.. :)

p/s: good night, sweet dream my future wife.. di mana jua kau berada :) buat masa ni, aku x kenal kau, kau tidak kenal aku.. tapi satu hari nanti, satu pertemuan akan menyatukan kita *jiwang gila malam ni* ahahahhahaha...

ahadisninselasarabu .. here I come..

yup, just another 4 days and I will be in tawau, home sweet home.. really can't wait for that moment and here, I have few things to share.

1) just finished emailed two companies in tawau, and I'm looking for part-time job since I will be in holiday for almost four months.. hopefully, I can work ASAP because I dont want to spent my holiday by online+sleeping+eating.. but, I need to find a work that will worth my time :)

2) Just today, I googled about the opportunities to continue my study to high level which is master. Yup, hopefully I can precede my study in master because I really want to. I just fond out that there are two options, master by coursework or research. If I have the chance, I will choose Master by Research and actually, I have a dream - I want to feel how does it feel when study aboard. So, if I have the chance, I really want to do my Master oversea :) amin..

3) the first person that I want to meet when I arrive in Tawau is my anak buah, Ulhaq. Seriously, aku rindu dia.. :)

about 2nd year 2nd sem..

Percaya atau tidak, I finished my whole semester with watching Running Man.. hahaha.. it is very addicted and I thought I will stop after watching Family Outing which is happen to have 100++ episodes and that is not the end.. I still have Running Man which I really enjoy and spend my pleasure time with Running Man.. hahahhaaa.. and at this moment, I am waiting for episode 60 :)

The five subjects that I took this sem:

i) Introduction to Management
This is one of the subject that I don't like the most because still, have a lot to reads *mau muntah baca ITM* but I managed to finished everything during raya holiday :) tapi tu lah, dilupa2 juga pa yang di baca. About the final, there are 100 MCQ questions and I took 1 and half hour to finished the questions. X mau duk lama2 psal pening tngok soalan tu. bnyk giler and yang paling bikin panas, my 'feveret' lecturer did come to me and have a little talk with me time aku jawab paper ITM tu.. macam2 la dia ckap.. dia ckap psal coursework mark SEPRO yg da kuar.. tnya aku cuti 4 bulan aku buat  pa.. mau seminit gk la berckap ma dia.. I thought it would be the end but suddenly, he approached me again.. rindu kali dia ma aku.. hahahhaaaaa... dia ckap soalan ITM ni senang compared to SEPRO.. because this is just MCQ questiona and I was like What the HECK! pa motif dia mau bgtau aku tu? ooh, dia nak bagi clue la psal paper SEPRO tu nnti akan jadi susah.. ooh, begitu...

ii) Process Instrumentation
One of the BEST lecturer but the contents of the subjects, pheewwww.. have a lot to read but managed to finish everything. About the final, I am doing fine :)

iii) Probability and Statistics
Dr. Radzuan is the  name of the lecturer that taught us this semester. Time awal2 sem, dia ajar best gak lah even dah berumur.. Ingat dia akan ajar cam tu sampai habis sem, but sangat2 la menyimpang.. You know what, dia ajar cam mau cepat2 habis2.. lack of exercises even in the tutorial. What's the point to have tutorial if you are using it for recap each chapter, but not for solving some super duper weird question can yang kuar time exam hari tu.. For the final, yup.. the question pelik2.. tapi aku jawab ja.. follow my naluri.. :)

iv) Thermodynamics
One of the GREAT lecturer and BEST subjects. Seriously, even it sounds hard like its name, but it is not actually. If you come to his class and tutorial, sure you can answer the final. I really want to type his name but I dont think I should because I afraid if someone google his name and found my post. hahaha.. I really just hoped that will meet him  and hopefully, he will teach us another subject. For the final, doing some mistakes but what can I do, I cannot run or stop from doing mistakes.

v) Separation Process II
Also, one of my feveret subject but not the lecturer. I started to loved subject separation process from the last semester and I think this is one of the subject in chemical engineering so far. I mean here for both SEPRO I and II. I really like when my lecturer called my name.. siap ada Mr. lagi... hhehehhee.. About the final, I think I dont have problem with the questions. Bila da habis final, baru prasan.. appendix yang di bagi, aku cuma just guna satu formula ja tuk soalan 5. Hehehe.. Nasib smpat study tutor ngan soalan 5 tu.. sebiji plak yg kuar.. hahahahaaa.. tp mmg menjawab berabis tp x sure step betul ka salah.. hahahhaaaa.. and that is my last paper on sunday..

so, that's all about my whole sem.. time for holiday four months and till we meet again.

salam.