all about chemical engineering..

finally, I have the idea what to write in my blog and it is about chemical engineering.

I just read the article about what is chemical engineering is all about and there is one definition, which I found the best to explain about chemical engineering. It is, manipulating matter by manipulating energy. Yup, that is correct, because all stuffs I learn, it is all about two things, matters and energy. So, it is all what is about. Plus, about the subjects that we learnt, the first year, we are introduced subjects like physical chemistry, organic chemistry and some divisions of mathematics. This is important to enhance our basics first before we are moving into the core of chemical engineering. The next years, we learn  core subject like material energy balance, thermodynamics, process control and reactor design. But, from all of these subjects, from article I read, there are two subjects that which we need to master, process control and reactor design. So, it is the basic of chemical engineering.

However, there are few issues that were bring up or discussed and it is about the curriculum. Rethinking the chemical engineering, of course will be a benefit to students because the only way for us to know about the industry is only from internship, but only if you are in a company that really give you full exposure about what you learn. For me, I do have love PETRON refinery because it's always being my dream to work in a refinery but it is just I am not fit or should be in SSHE department because I do believe I fit somewhere. Although I am assigned in SSHE department, I am lucky enough because I can follow engineer from Process  Engineer and Computing (PEC) department and just last week, I am assigned in a project. So yeah! another project for me and I am pretty exciting for this one. Although this project is only for short term, I am glad because I learn something and it is technical. Besides, I also learn how to calculate the material balance. It is not like I learnt in material energy balance, which is Input + Generation - Output - Consumption = Production because from what I understand, we are using level of tank to calculated the amount of product yielded every day. So, thanks to level controller and transmitter because of its, we dont have to do the material balance for every section. There are more things to learn, but I am happy, because still have 5 months left to learn and I should use this chances to involved in more projects. and yeah, kitorang rugi sbb we come a month late before the shutdown because seriously, when the plant shutdown, there are a lot of things you can learn. what a waste =)

Also, there are a lot thing going on now. Too many things because just one year to go for studying as final year students, after this will shoot for job. Engineer, In Shaa Allah. But from what I check, just searching for a few vacancies in engineering field, mostly they prefer experiences. yes, at least five years. it is gonna be hard because for the time being, I am planning to work in small company, maybe not too globally company, try to work for one year and after that, will try my luck in dream job. and refinery and offshore, is my priority. I really hope I can =)

and the hard thing to do for final year, is choosing the major. Choosing your major will decide what type of engineer will you be. There are many types of engineer and still, I dont know how to differentiate and what are their job scopes. process engineer, technical engineer, drilling engineer, project engineer and etc. I dont even know what are their job scopes. So, how the heck I will know what type of engineer I want to be and what major should I choose if I want to be that kind of engineer? Still there are a lot things, stuffs to think about and during this internship period, it is the moment, the break that I should choose so that I can think of my future. Enough with the entertainment, I think I need to read more about engineering stuffs, packed myself with the knowledge related with the industry because it will be benefit me and the first thing to do, is to know type of engineers that we have and what they do. Choose one wisely and do happy with the decision that I make because when you choose or have a job that you love, you will be never sigh about it. Ever.

Let's add more. I think this internship period is the best time for me to recap everything that I have learnt in UTP because from the article that I read (http://auroraanalytics.wordpress.com/2012/04/27/what-is-chemical-engineering/) theoritical knowledge is the most important one. You should know the basic things about chemical engineering because never ever forget what you learnt from the past because youa re going to applying it in industry. Trust me, at first it seems tricky but from my senior trainnee, she said that the formulae that you learn in chemical engineering, actually it is applied in industry. So, it is better to have basic knowledges. So, using this internship period to studying all basic things because one more thing, we are going to apply this when designing plant for plant design I and it is a project where we are going to apply everything that learn from material balance to equipment but this time, with help of software called hysys. It is like the same with Icon that I used to study in material balance and energy, but this one is kind majority of people use. I really have no idea how to use hysys but using this break to study about hysys is a bonus. It is a chemical process simulation and I will try to master it before going back to UTP for my final year but to find the software will be a problem, but I already have the tutorial. So, good luck on that.

So, internship is not about you learn more about industry but it is also a break that you should use to recap everything that you learnt in pass and also, to explore more about what you will face in the future. I know it seems hard to achieve this because we go work from 8am to 5pm, back home we are exhausted already and sleep early at night but hey, who said you have to learn everyday? every night? just studying a few will do. good luck of achieving this, I will try my best to prepare myself for the battle with other 100++ chemical engineering students from University of Technology Petronas.

On the other words, what made me want to share this? Three things. First, the article I read is really moving. It motivated me, to be a real engineer, knowing the basic of engineering, know what to do and where to apply this and that. Second, I keep thinking, how can I make myself difference from the other students, so that I am special enough, different from other, because a company that want to hire you, looking for someone who is different. Third, it is a shame when I open a forum which is related to chemical engineering, and you dont know what kind of stuff they talk. It would be nice if you have the knowledges and you can talk with them, share your opinion. Because I feel annoyed because I forgot more than half of stuff I learn from my previous semesters. All in all, it is time to pick up back everything. so, all the BEST.

ok, ini gila..

ada swimming pool kat rumah mmg best. tapi lau orang luar masuk mandi2 sini, pun BEST gak. teringat ngan family yang jauh nun di tawau sana.

ok, ini gila. budak2 tu masih mandi kt pool dan sekarang jam 2.36am. besok pagi and petang bleh mandi lagi.. hohohoh..

and aku masi tidak tidur. penangan nescafe 3 bungkus =)

selamat hari raya.. :)

salam and selamat hari raya. sekarang jam 4.23pm and I am doing nothing, just finished edit the assignment which is very easy. alhamdulillah, manage to get side income not too many. wishing for more assignments so that I can do it during my freetime on night. seriously, it is way too boring waktu malam. so, I need something  to do =)

today, I celebrate raya by myself in home sweet home PD, hehehe.. awesome. never mind, bulan 12 balik tawau I will spend it to the fullest.

and then, PETRON REFINERY PORT DICKSON. awesome place but yet, still less job to do. but still alhamdulillah, so far is so good. ada keja tapi tidak banyak. Just involved in office punya keja2 mcam excel, slide ppt and words, sbb 1-8Nov, there will be evaluaters from philipines and KL. quite nervous because I am involve in this too, so all the BEST and good luck to all employees of PETRON. I really want to tell about what is the stuff I did in PETRON, and also the refinery about, but sorry, the informations are confidential.

so, itu ja setakat ni. and I dont have twitter and facebook anymore. so, all I have is blogger and I will never deleted my blog because this is the only thing I only have. so, see you soon. will try to update my blog every week. oh yeah, I just register my first class for driving lesson, which is happen to be 3rd Nov 2012. huhuhu. pretty nervous, and hopefully I can pass all tests. amin =)

so, sampai jumpa lagi.

to be or not to be.. an engineer..

During my first, second and third year, I am very confident that I want to be an engineer. chemical engineer.

But, this recently, when I step in PETRON for four week, I am having second thought. Do I really want to be engineer in the future? That question always bothered me. Have a lot to story but later.

(to be continued)

sunday before internship

today, I am leaving for my internship, port dickson. pretty excited but nervous, dont know if I can adapt the environments and new friends, of course.

tomorrow, 1st october will be the first day for internship under safety, health and environment ;) start work in 7.30am, way bit ealier I think. hahaha. and then, finish by 4.45pm for monday till thursday and 4.15pm for friday and of course, a short holiday for saturday and sunday. planning to sleep and rest. hahaha.

so, good luck to all my friends, all the BEST! and also, awak, hope you will happy always ngan tmpat intern nnti, hosmate baru and new environments. jangan lupa sya di sini.

two days to go for internship..

two days to go, Saturday and Sunday before I go for internship, PETRON refinery Port Disckson.

these two weeks, I just came from Malacca and Port Dickson, temankan antie g kursus. so, me, kazen and mah nenek pergi skali. so, dpatlah cuci mata before go for intern. Melaka, is an awesome place but not really   have the chances jalan2. at least x pa la, dpat pijak melaka. ada bnyak kapal and i like malacca because parameswara. haha. so, of course shopping few things for internship stuff. also, happy sbb dapt makan asam laksa. thanks to my in-law uncle punya kuarga, so dpatlah makan2 sedap and sedap gak, asam laksa. next is pd. port dickson. the place that I am going to spent 7 months ++. huhu. in front of hotel is pantai. mmg awesome. went to pntai 1st day we were there and the wind, calm me down. I miss pantai highway di tawau. lagi, sunset. so nice. sngat2 nice. and she came to my mind, thought becoz the sunset reminds me, she want to see sunset in karambunai. soon k? insyaALLAH, if we are meant to be =) and then, sok nya jalan2 kuar g makan ikan bkar. ok, ikan sana mahal. tawau lg murah. tapi boleh tahan la. mmg lau datang pd, kena makan ikan bakar. hari ke 3, g jalan2 mall dia. hehe. x tau la if itu je mall yg ada, tapi mmg besa2 je. huhu. pantai je lebih awesome. so, jimat duit nak shopping. haha. then, petangnya g mandi pantai. pasir dia mmg halus, mulus. and entahlah, teringat kat dia plak. how I wish you were there with me. soon OK? mandi pantai, di pukul ombak and mmg tertelan air masin yg sngat2 masin. antara pngalamn paling best. walaupn da besar, still mandi pntai. oh mai, I am so gonna spend my weekend g pntai =) so, beberapa kali jalan g pd, nmpak la tmpat masuk keja aku tu, PETRon refinery prot dickson. biru tua dan merah, lawa je tngok. tapi x masuk dlam la. x pa la, tunggu 1st day la baru g tngok. hari last, drop few things dalam rumah baru, tmpat mau tinggal intern. boleh tahan for me, and me and munir, we got the master bedroom. mmg nice giler. ada aircond, tp x tau ok ke x. aku x prefer aircond actually. haaha. and then, balik ke Sierra 16.

so, got two days left. ahad baru gerak g pd sbb gerak skali ma munir. so, all the BEST for all my friends for internship. good luck everyone!

andai ada jodoh, tidak ke mana..

that is what she reply me =) you always know what to reply me.

sorry for been to worried for things. in few days, we are leaving for intern. ye la kan, dah intern, there will guys, of coz la little worried. mana tau ada yg brkenan, melekat di hati. aku nk smpan mana.. hahaha..

but she replied me, andai ada jodoh, mmg x ke mana. ok.

p/s: one thing what I like, about you, you always know what to answer =)

she is giving a chance..

alhamdulillah. chance, she is giving it to me. Now, it is up to me, to use it very well. and  =) wish her all the BEST and me too!

saya rasa tidak salah sekiranya..

saya rasa tidak salah sekiranya ingin bercinta semasa masih belajar. huhuhu. sebab apa? as long you are looking for a wife, not like cam tambah experience la kunun, just nak cinta2 je, sbb kawan2 suma ada.. it is OK as long as tidak melampau batas and mendekati maksiat. =)

kenapa tetiba je post cam ni? sbb before this, I made a pact with myself, bnda2 cam ni x penting pun. dahulukan study. just takut study terganggu suma apalah sbb perhatian yg diberikan. bagi aku, ok je pun as long the girl or women, kamu ada niat untuk mengahwininya. jika sekadar bersuka ria, eloklah dilupakan hasrat itu sbb perpisahan or break up itu adalah sngat pasti.

so, sblum nak bercinta ni, kena tnya diri sndiri, kena tau niat. adakah dia perempuan yg aku ingin kahwin? ada kah dia wanita yg sesuai untuk menjaga anak2ku nnti? tnya la diri. jgn sampai terlewat.

tetiba ja post kn. hahaha.

I should really update my blog..

semakin lama x mengupdate blog. should be really update my blog, huhu. sorry, because it has been a busy busy last three weeks I guess.

1) start with raya
- nothing special. as usual, went to my auntie house and not really too much to story about my raya.
- it is just not as excited I want, so I guess raya next year, I must go home =) just this one time because after this, I will be final year students in beloved UTP.

2) looking for internship placement
- 1st offer I got is Johnson and Johnson. Almost accept it, because when I do, she told me it is already full when I decided to accept the offer. so, melepas la. but, I do believe I deserve  much more better than this.
- Emerson, nice company in instrumentations. I do want but allowance only rm500. I am not being demand, but it is just not enough for me since kos sara diri and palce to live will be expensive and I only have my allowance to survive. so I reject.
- Philips, Bayan Lepas. after a precise thoughtful, my roomate and I, we agree to take this. Planning this and that, but in the end, I reject the offer because I have another offer, and leave syafiq with philips but luckily, he got Emerson.
- and finally, PETRON aka ESSO, port dickson refinery. under SHE department. just what I want, oil and gas company. the allowance also nice, very nice. hopefully, I can save money during my internship :)

3) final is OVER
- after this, no more assignmnets, classes, and final for eight months. yay! haha.
- about my final papers, not so much to story.
- I just did my best and hopefully, got better result because last sem, my result is dropping. haha. blame TP and HSE. haha.

4) having my holiday 3 weeks before go for internship. hopefully my SV is nice :) give me A+ and I will work  harder and yang paling penting, ikhlas kerana Allah, ikhlas kerana ingin kan experience, ikhlas kerana ingin belajar. masa masuk2, ikhlaskan diri. sbb kita nak keberkatan. bila ada keberkatan, buat apa2 pun senang, result pun gempak! ok?

that's all for the time being :)

i just want you to know..

i just want you to know, I do really care about you. yes, I do and I am gonna do my best to get you. because I do believe we have a bright, a bright one future. Yes, at this moment you feel something but unsure about it, but just believe in me, it will be the same feeling I feel towards you. but, you need to open your heart, just open it. we will go together with the flow, and see where this can bring us.

sincerely, LOLIE =)

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ramadhan datang lagi :)

alhamdulillah, sebab sempat berjumpaa dengan ramadhan :)

apa2pun,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK KEPADA SEMUA =)

puasa penuh, semestinya. insyaALLAH, terawih pun penuh. sembahyang terawih pun boleh kat surau v3. habiskan al-Quran menjelang syawal, lima kali empat. and last one, new things. stop buying stuff for myself, start buying stuff for my mom, dad and sis :)

jangan risau..

ada LOLIE...

Sungai Klah, Hotsprings~

mau upload gmbar ja.. enjoy :)

dinner cheme 2012

my two favourite picture. also, I win the MOST HELPFUL for MALE category :)

akan mengupdate in few days..

sbb mid sem is coming and I have nothing to do except study.. hahhaaha.. coming soon, have a lot to story mory..

ku saksikan sekeliling..

ku saksikan sekeliling, tiada perubahan. benda yang sama lalu lalang depan aku. depan, belakang, kiri, kanan, atas dan bawah. biar sekali pun sudah dilanda badai dan onak, masih teguh berdiri buat sekian kalinya. aku di sini masih positif, yang di sana masih di sana. ini bukan puitis, mahupun sajak.

things just get complicated..

yes, it is a warning for myself.


things just get complicated. what I mean here is subjects for this sem. just realized things is getting harder. a lot to recap from previous sem, a lot to read and it is not included to understand. way to understand, will consume time. seriously, things just get compilicated. with tutor class, just like don't have tutor. one question, 30 minutes, no one to teach you, even GA, you have to solved by yourself and submit in the end of class. plus, lecturer did not give enough example, of course it make things worst. then, lecturer don't know how to stop and this sem, no step by step shown. he just showed you in slide. very dangerous. hehe. this, I am referring to all subjects.

so, it is a warning. prepare yourself for the hardest battle, again.

sleep at night with ease..

it is wonderful when you got to sleep at night and knowing everything is done, you don't have to worry anything for tomorrow. :)

it is what I feel when I know,

i) i finished everything (homework, assignment, revision)

ii) I use my time very well, did not waste any minutes of my life

iii) have my family beside me :)

and wake up in the morning, it is very wonderful feeling :)

my only one sister :)

this post just simply to said something, about my sister, esok ada orang datang pinang. alhamdulillah.

and I am so sad for not being there.

but I wish all the BEST for her in her life. hopefully, mereke gembira senantiasa :)

and that means, I will be the only one my parent have :) hahaha. will update more tomorrow with some pics :)

week 3 is tomorrow :)

I should really updated :) there are lots thing happen and wait for it~

just last week, result is coming out and alhamdulillah, I pass all the subjects. Transport Phenomena is the subject that I am most afraid and really nervous when thinking about it, but alhamdulillah I make it. so, I make it again this semester, but of course this is the lowest pointer that I have ever gain in UTP and affect my cgpa at all. It is okay because already expected this will happen, so need to move forward. This semester, 16 credit hours, and it is the time for me to gain or boost my cgpa back and this time, expectation is higher than usual but I know I can make it :)

Also,last week planned to have weekend escape to THE LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN. one by one my friend withdrawn and FINE. even make it worse, last minute cancel. AWESOME. so, after that thinking to go somewhere else, and it is SUNGAI KLAH but since it was last minute decision, cancel, again. because it was too late to go. next, we decide just to go to IPOH to have movie, bowling, shopping etc. but, something happen on the way.

since it is rain heavily on our way to IPOH yesterday, one of the component car (bumper) is 'terbuka'. so, my friend want to repair it immediately and seem like our plan is 'hancur'. so, he leave me, iqram, azie to watch movie by ourself. and after that, he smsed azie and told us to go back to UTP by our own. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?? It is like, OMG. it is so impossible and hard to believe this. it is OK if it was me and iqram, but are you gonna leave your girlfriend? alone? hahaha.. and it was prank only. The bumper only need to repair, and told him to come back next week.

Oo ya, about the movie. me and Iqram, we watch the Black Men III which is awesome movie. you should go watch it but the ending, I like how they twisted it. nice.

after that, went to Jusco Pengkalan to have some shopping and I bought 2 t-shirts, a marroon cardigan and a comic doraemon. It is episode 2 book because actually, been loking for it and now I am looking for the 1st one. next, have dinner in Papa John's and it is awesome. I like the chicken roasted. awesome. nice.

so, that is how I spend my weekend. and I really looking forward for next week because planning on to go to SUNGAI KLAH. It is a hot spring and awesomely, you can boil eggs there.

so, week 3 is coming. Time to get serious. Have a lot things to do. Assignment need to submit tomorrow and also, resume is not fully done. not capture pic. Will finish everything ASAP and should looking for place in internship.

ALL THE BEST~

the 1st and 2nd day of 3rd year 2nd sem :)

so, it is the time to story about the 1st and 2nd day in UTP, my new semester :)

the 1st day..

Just realized that I only have one class at that day, which is PPD (process plant design). Supposedly, there is class for EEE(Engineering Economics and Entrepreneurship) but, there is announcement from elearning that there will no class for 1st week. yay! so, went to the 1st class which is located at block 21 and happy to see all my mates, sitting together and then, the lecturer's come. 1st impression, he looks nice. hehe. when he started to tell us this and that, he is awesome. what I mean, I like the way he teach us. awesome. he will be one of the best lecturer that teach us, hopefully. but, he is only teach us for half semester and after that, another lecturer will teach us, which is a foreigner and from my senior and friends, he is not good one. just as expected. it is OK, we will see how bad is he, but need to throw that kind of attitude, I will LOVE all the lecturers that teach us and less complaining. And, the time allocated for this first class is, 2 hours but usually, the 1st day is about intro and we thought it will only take 30 minutes, at least. But, he keep continue teaching until the end of 2 hours and yes, we are already step into chapter 2 just in 1st day of PPD. awesome kan? and after that, that's all for ppd and also, we don't have class ppd for the next thursday which is awesome. we will see him, next week :) and I am in group 1 for PPD :)

the 2nd day..

the class is PSLP (process safety, loss and prevention) and we have an early class, 8am :) but this is gonna change because this is for group 1 and I am in this group 2, which mean I will have class at 9am :) yes, already avoided a class at 8am. The lecturer, he is a so-so, can be bored sometime but I don't blame him. This subject is related to HSE, so.. hmm.. another one :) but with some calculation and advanced. we are going to learn how to use HAZOP properly because from previous HSE, we never learn how to draw it. After the 1 hour class, we have another classa round 11am, same subject, PSLP. haha, another hour session but with same subject. Ridiculous. But, due to some reason, the class is postponed and combined for both group at 3pm, block 5. and after he teach us, omg, this is a revisionn from HSE. hmm.. long sigh. never mind, gonna like this subject :)

overall 3 class is already attend and awesome.

also, I drag a subject from final year which is malaysian studies. reason? because this semester, i have too many gaps and I think I should fill it with drag one subject :) and still, it didn't effect that much since the class is in the night. but it will effect me during final. and I can say that there will be where in a day, I will have two papers. I am preparing myself for that :)

lastly, I am planning for the dinner cheme with other members. seriously, I cannot wait for that :) am gonna make it super duper fun :))

nasihat di awal semester 6..

dear Rosli Bin Mhm Said, please study all the materials or lectures, everything the lecturers did teach you.

NEVER, EVER to spot questions that will not be asked, only if he/she is already confirmed it is not coming out.

Even it is hard, at least show some interest on it and do know how to do and apply it because from what I know, last semester, it did come out and what happens?

I never study this SHIT. that is come out during finals. hahaha..

tomorrow is the first day for third year second semester. hopefully, it will be sunny and awesome :) sunny monday awesome, it will be :)

holiday is coming to the end..

yup, the holiday is finally coming to the end. almost 1 week :) and some said they sad because the holiday is too short, but for me, it is depend on how you spend it. you did nothing, it is so short, a very short holiday (just like me, because I did nothing but do something). you did a lot things, enjoy every moment, you will be not satisfied enough because it is human nature, never feeling satisfy with what they do.

only have one day left, will try to finish everything ( i don't  know what the heck is everything), start packing and enjoy the fast internet download for the last time ( don't know when I will be back here).

the holiday is coming to the end, need to set the mood. Mostly, banyak mood yang akan timbul.

1) I dont wanna go back to UTP yet...

2) can we extend the holiday plz?

3) malasnya mau balik UTP.. dan macam2 lagi la..

so, this is the bad thing to say even the new semester is not start yet. so, see this negative thought. This is new semester, have a positive thought guys. come on. it is just like the new year. it is the same thing like you every new year, you will set a new year resolution for you to do rite? I don't see the reason why we can't do the same   for the new semester? Also, you may want to start your new year with happy and excited mood rite? Why don't we do the same for every new semester begin? 

I always set the right mood when the new semester is coming. Why? Kenapa? sebab, how you start your beginning, it will influenced your journey and also, the end of the journey. That's all, simply explanation. 

Jadi, in 1 day to go, the new semester is going to begin. I will continue the journey as the 3rd year 2nd semester students, Chemical Engineering and I cannot wait to start the new sem. Why? Sebab, cannot wait to apply for internship. This one is exciting me more. My resume, is already 50% done, but only by rough draft. Will finalize it when got back to UTP. 

want to see what kind of lecturer will we have? a lecturer who teach too fast too furious (dr yus?). a lecturer who want us to study for lour life, not for final, test or quiz but when you ask somethng during final, he will scold you (dr rama)? a lecturer who is very good in teaching but strict in giving marks for test (dr nurhayati)? a lecturer who is like a story teller, more interested in telling story than teaching (dr. rao)? and our feveret lecturer for all the time, give task on 10pm, and need to submit by the next day, always give task, always give more task ( dr nurul)? so, will we have same one or different kind of lecturer?

what I want to set for the new semester? less complaining is a must. last semester, I complained a lot at the first half of last semester even for small thing and thanks, I have someone who always reminded me about who I am, about what I shouldn't do and also, give me advice for everything. Thanks to her, and I am so lucky to have a friend like you who always bring me back to the right track. She is very nice, though. We promise to help and remind each other about few things, and share some videos too :) she is very nice and it is very hard to find a girl like her. again, thank you for everything :)

new semester, let it's begin. I am gonna give my everything. give me more tasks, homework, project, test, I can handle it :) 

what to post?

OK, I will follow the flow.. kali ni nak campur2 bahasa :)

Just last week, habis final exam for 3rd year 1st semester and aku declared, the hardest semester ever for chemical engineering UTP psal 1) subjeknya, mmg suma pure chemical 2) busy sana sini sbb ETP 3) final nya pun terbaik. mmg mencabar. so, redha ja la, psal already tried my best. what I cant forget last semester?

1) Automated Garment Rack
- my project for ETp which is not so awesome. the final product, not just like what we have been expected. Benda da nak jadi, biarlah. tapi happy, sbb dapat complete kan projeck tu.

2) Transport Phenomena
- mmg x boleh lupa subjek ni. hahaha. tp, lecturer dia mmg caring gila + sot2 bnyak, bukan skit. even dia da bagi warning awal2 sem, till the last x bleh nk cope ngan subjk tu sbb too much to do and remember and final dia? seriously aku x ingat sudah. hehehe.. malas mau pkir and not really has high expectation for this subject.

3) kosong, kosong, kosong..
- bukan lagu kosong by najwa latif. for the 1st time dlm batch kami, almost 100++ out of 120 students, got 0 for test 1 and included me too. hahaha. ironic kan? time tu mmg la suma rage. haha, terkejut berabis. hahaha..

4) 1st warning for attendance
- hahahahaa.. this is for same subject, transport phenomena. for the 1st time ever in my life, my attendance is below 50% and benda yang peliknya, aku x pernah skip kot kelas dia? then, after 2nd and 3rd phase, attendance da mula lebih 50% but still, kalo ikut statistik based on doc nurul hasan buat, aku skip kelas dia dlm 3-4 kali. yg aku ingat, skali ja aku skip kelas dia. huhuhu..

tu ja la yg aku x kan lupa tuk sem lalu.

so, expectation for next sem?? ya, this will be the sem before I will go for intern. Planning?

1) time cuti2 malaysia seminggu ni, plan nak buat resume. ye la, x kan nak waste time cuti seminggu nnton my GF is Gumiho , survivor and online ja kan? should do something useful kan? planning buat resume.

2) also, pkir2 psal tmpat for intern. tadi, found a company in Singapore. hahaha, besarnya impian, ingin berintern smpai ke singapore. hahaha. just try, nothong to lose kan? cam na boleh terjumpa company tu? dekat twitter. so, aku go trough la. sal dia galakkan budak chemical engineering tuk apply. tapi problemnya, dorg nak June 2012 smpai Dec 2012 ja? kecewa sebenanrnya, so already emel that company ask what if I want to start the intern on October2012 and finish in April 2013 if I were shortlisted?? also, gaji dia bolehlah. S$800.00 in dolar singapore tu.. hehehe..kalo pasal tmpat mau tinggal, aku rasa no problem sal actually, aku ada uncle yg kerja kt singapore and kebetulan, dia pun bekas chemical student gk, tapi bukan UTP. x pa, insyALLAH lau ada rezeki, akan try my best ok?

3) do the BEST for the next sem kan? target, macam biasa :)

Aku rasa itu ja. will update more :)

final draft is already come out :)

yes, final is coming. here it come again :) and the timetable, back to back for three papers, start from monday, tueday, wednesday and after that, continue back on friday.

chemical process dynamics and control (CPDC)

9-12pm (7th May 2012)

reaction engineering (RE)

9-12pm (8th May 2012)

Transport Phenomena (TP)

9-12pm (9th May 2012)

Health, Safety and Environments (HSE)

3-5pm (11th May 2012)

Actually, I should plan what to study for the study week which will be officially start on saturday, which is tomorrow but I still have two tests, test 4 CPDC is today, 9-10am and also, tomorrow test 3 RE 10.30-12pm. and also, just last night already have another test, TP. awesome? so, these tests back to back is a bit preview of how our finals will look alike since it is also, three days back to back paper. so, good luck for the tests and study week will start officially on saturday :) awesome kan?? all the BEST chemy :)

never start your day with complaining..

when you are complaining, you will even make it worst. what you should do, just be grateful to ALLAH for what you have. That is why I never stress myself even for small things. and what I do? Keep smiling and sighing a bit, not complaining. plus, your days will be awesome..

just keep smiling, OK?

a private session with dr. Rao..

Just last night, we got a test, Reaction Engineering ( TEST 2) and something happened. Dr. Rao is the lecturer that is in charge for this test 2. During the test, there were many students raised hand ask this and that, asking for answer and solution ( i don't know, maybe). Then, dr. Rao sorted of cancel the test and he will do another test or what because students cant answer very well for the test. So, he decided to tell us to redo the same question and submit to him.

and guess what? I am f**king mad when he told that. What is the point I am studying for this test from last week and two nights before the test, I slept around 2am, just because want to make sure that I understand the topics that will be tested. It is totally not fair to some of us and I am devastated.

What I pity more, dr. rao is teaching half semester for nothing. Really? After seven weeks of he teaches, there is not even a single thing that you learn from him. He keep repeating the same thing in the class,  even sometime I get annoyed of him because he like to keep repeating any topic. But, when think back, it is for our own benefit. So that, we can understands very well and remember it.

I am so mad because there is another possibility to make test 2 again, and I hate it because next week, got another 3 tests, a presentation and an interview. after that, it is FINAL. cant you see how busy will be us for the next two weeks? Also, I thought I am studying test 2 RE for nothing but when I thought back, ok fine.actually, I am doing some revision for the final though. I think I understand very well the half second the topics by dr. Rao.

Plus, I have decided to meet dr. Rao because I feel the urge to let him feel like, there is someone who is still interest to study for RE. and yes, I did come to his office around 9am, and I bring along my roomate, syafik :) and as usual, he start with the motivation and talking. of course, it is a must. but, I learn many things from him just today. quoted from dr. Rao, life is an unknown. that is why we need to learn. to discover everything. also, he shared a quote from RE book by marie curie, life is not to be feared, but to be understood.

He is not that bad, he is just like to give us advice because he has more experiences compared to us. Also, he told us that we can learn everything that we need from the book. just study the book, insyALLAH you can do very well for final. but, actually it will be time consuming. he added, that is why we have class, because teacher can teach you and you can learn faster. I know that sometime, I feel annoyed by him but when thinking back, I am regret for everything that I did to him. Forgive me dr. Rao for everything that I said and did in the class.

After that, we discuss the questions for test 2 and yes, he explained it step by step. I am so glad because I took the decision to meet him, because it is the BEST decision I made today. :) TQ dr Rao for everything and forgive me for bad thing I did. :)

ETP presentation for today

Have the final evaluation to show our product and I will show you later the AGR :)

Still dont practise with the team members due to time constraints. supposedly to practise, so we will know the flow :)

only pray for the best and just want to finish it today ASAP :)

april. it is an alert.

it is already april and you know what it means. another month before final. so, no more wasting time. since this sem is gonna hard but I am doing the BEST to get the BEST for my BEST. never wasting time, and right now I am revised for test next friday. dont want to wait for thursday night to study for the next day test because I never do and risk it. prepare ealier, so I can have few rounds of revision and make sure I understand.

so, it is the beginning. emergency button is already hitted. please be alert, dear lolie said. :)

a quoted my from my lecturer..

I still remember in one of my class, my lecturer, dr. ramasamy told us that he is not teaching us for our quiz, test or final. But I am teaching for your life. at that moment, i feel like. what's wrong with me?

certain people study for test a night before, but me study for the final too. but I didn't study for my life. but, my intention is pure, I want to learn. I just did not want to pass the subject, but I want to be able to apply it when I work outside someday. so, change your intention now, 

*I am studying not for my quiz, test or final, but it is for my LIFE*

berubah ke arah positif

*hari ni post bahasa melayu*

masih ingat tak zaman2 kapel dulu, sebab untuk si dia, pa yg dia suka, kita ikut suka skali. even bnda tu before this, x pernah pun trlintas yg kita suka bnda tu. even bnda yg paling kita bnci skalipun, akan jadi kegemaran juga, just for yang tersayang. lg, even smpai tngah malam sanggup nk temankan dia. hari2 jumpa, mesti mau makan sama. kesimpulannya, x nak berpisah la even 1 second.

tapi kan, cuba kita pikir kan? untuk si DIA yang nun jauh di atas sana. yang memerhatikan kita. yang KEKAL. tiada yang lain, hanya DIA yang satu. yang Maha kuasa. yang Mengetahui semua yang ada. kenapa aku nak bangkitkan hal ni di sini?

yelah kan, x adil la kan. bnda yg kita jrg pergi, jrg buat.. napa untuk DIA yang kekal, kita x sanggup nak ikut skali? kalo untuk si dia yang tersayang, kau la cintaku, blah blah blah, sanggup plak. even, untuk DIA, kita x sanggup nk luangkan masa even 10 min pun x. tapi kan, kalo tuk intan permata hati la kn, tngah malam sanggup. apa kes?

*this is just my personal point of view. tepuk dada tnya iman*

it is the time. 29 days. finally.

finally, reading a friend's blog shocked me because it is 29 days before final. time is clicking faster for this semester. need to work harder after this, just now taking a long nap. even don't have my lunch before that have my lunch right after the long, very long nap.

next tuesday, going to take my exam slip. huhu. that's a reminder too that final is coming :)

already set in my mind, a big drop of my pointer this sem but I cancel that. I can score again this sem. If I work hard and study smart, I think I can beat all of subjects even every days, subjects become complicated. But, I still can do it. :)

.all the best.

aku tak bodoh..

Just finished wacthing aku tak bodoh, a malay film.

make me realize, I miss my mom and dad.

my father is just the same, he don't know how to show his love to me but I know he will be there, always for me.

i know that I will never dissapointed them.

*best gak tngok crita2 malam sabtu ni. even kena study coz got test next week. but, moral kena boost dulu*

always love you mom and dad. *next week, off to KL, my mom is in KL*

that's not so me

I just want this friday evening to pass quickly. after that, I will be free, happy. Think about incomplete of me, that is not so me.

the future of someone you love.

this is a post that I appoint to my very dear friend.

she asked me about his partner (BF) got offered work with let's say a company. Just today, she send me a simple sms,

:(

and I know something is wrong again. she wanted to ask about my opinion and her BF. It is just like my friend has problem with his BF to work with the new company. I do know the reason but I need to keep my friend privacy matter. So, I really do reply her two times but still, it is not enough. I promised her to reply her again tonight but I am so busy today. Just today, I have a pop-quiz HSE from 2-3pm, Tranport Phenomena test 4-5pm, ETP project 9.30pm - 12am. Only now, I just remembered and I totally forgot to share my opinion. That is why I am writing this, to let her know about my opinion. Because a short sms will be not enough to share and I am choosing my blog to write.

Thus, my opinion here is just let your BF to do what he wants to do with his life. Actually, at this moment, this is his life, not your life, not both of you's life. This is his life, and he deserves to do what he think the BEST for him. More importantly, your BF only have one chance, to do or not to do and this chance will come only once in blue moon. If he think it is the BEST for him, just do it without any regret because once you regret your decision, you cannot undo everything unless you have a time turner.

So, you as the beloved one or GF, just let him decide what he want to do with his life. But, you are not allowed to tell him about your personal opinion about the company. Just let him decide it feely, without knowing the pros and cons from other people. It is the best for him to decide. So, my dear friend * and I miss you*, you as the GF, just supported him for anything the decision that he make. Just support him, and at least he know that behind her, there is a girl, that will be always there for him. You need to remember that because the boy will do the same for you. 

My conclusion, let him decide what he want to do with his life and no matter what kind of decision he make, support him OK!

p/s: sorry my dear friend, I already promised you to sms you tonight and I am bz this week. sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry :)

good luck for TP test tomorrow

hopefully will not get zero again after this. also, good luck for HSE pop quiz too :)

test 1 transport phenomena

For the first time in my life, I got 0 mark for my test 1 for subject Transport Phenomena. I got 0, out of 40.

For the first time in my life, out of 120++ students, only 12 students managed to get marks and the highest is 20. What happen to the other? 100++ students? They are just the same, 0 mark also and I am one of them.

Never mind, still have test 2 and 3. Will work hard for this.

p/s: it is the lecturer that got problem, I dont know how he checked our paper. ( T.T")

have a lot to story..

I really have a lot to story here since I dont know when is the last time I updated and I am writing this post from my beloved from, V3E from UTP.

1) Just finish my event, IRC Carnival 2012 and seriously, it is super duper awesome! Here is few pics from the event.

This is where I have participated as facilitator in school jamboree and seriously, it is awesome. Each faci assigned with 7 students from 2 different school and what I have to do is to bring the to IRC UTP that is super awesome. Here, I really enjoy it becoz I am not shy person anymore and there is a funny moment when a student thought me from Indonesia and I told him, I am from Sabah and seriously, she never heard anything about Sabar or Tawau. haha. Even I showed her my ID card to prove that I am Malaysian. 

In the library, we have a tour and each faci assigned questions to answer. Few things did not go well. 1st, the internet was so slow, so it is hard to find the book without the code number. Then, the next task to find a book with given call number but didn't manage to find one. Haha. 

The second pics here, my own decorative cupcakes. During the event, you can decorate your own cupcake and it is super duper cheap, rm1.50 only. I wrote mine, Lolie IRCC.

Finally, this is the another pics that I have with iqram, me and syafiq and yes, we look hot in this yellow t-shirts. :P

There is one thing that I learnt from this IRCC carnival :

Anything you do, ikhlaskan hati... everything that you do, you have to believe that at the end, ALLAH will sure pay this with goods :)

i hate it how..

I just have a simply thought for today.

I hate it how LOVE can change a person that you know, he/she is totally so different when

she/he is in front of you or her/his GF/BF.

this semester, I will be so busy..

and I still have time to post for this( don't worry because it will only took me ten minutes to finish write it all :)

So, I will be damn so busy with meetings, maybe every night and I don't know what time I will be free to do revision, assignments and homeworks :)

Here, few things I joined this semester and because of this, I have meetings every night.

i) FIRC UTP 2012
- I am as the Head of Department (HOD) of Marketing and Merchandise (M&M department)
- job scope, well I cant explain mine yesterday as we have a kickoff because I got so nervous :)
- we are going to do business like printing t-shirts and sell anything.
- get vendors.
-as a side income for event except for sponsorship department.

ii) ETP 2012
- this is a subject that must be taken by third year first semester students.
- It is just you are combined with another five students from different courses with a supervisor to help you.
- Just come out with any idea you want and make a prototype within the budget, RM200 :)

iii) Shell Friends
- at first, I really don't know about this one but totally will  have a meeting of this on saturday night.
- It is like we are the ambassador of Shell in UTP.
- so, any events that SHELL want to join, we will be the sort of orang tengah :)

iv) Debate Club
- I already joined it last year, and it is just like any event with debate club, we are going to handle the events.

So, I have total in four for this semester and hopefully I can cope with these and not wasting my time on small things :)

totally unfair!

This is seriously totally unfair. and hate this feeling.

I just finished spending my four months holiday and still, I am homesick. I miss my mom.

my first post for third year first semester

This is my first post. for third year first semester and at this moment, I am not feeling very well because I have headache but I still can handle this.

Before I went to UTP, I stay in Putrajaya and there, I cannot register my courses for this semester. Why I am so unlucky in the beginning of each semester? Never mind, because I know I finish my each semester with colours.

I arrived in UTP last wednesday with my roomates, Shafiq Mashud. We are in same course. Actually we apply for V5 with other chemy and meche, unfortunately Syafik and I, were placed in V3 while the others is in V5. But I am glad because my friends of mine cannot make it to V3/4/5 and have not choice to stay on V1 and V2.

Start my first class on thursday with Reaction Engineering and the lecturer seem nice :) I thought our class finished but they changed the timetable on 10.30am and we don't know that we have class on 11.00PM. CPDC, chemical process dynamics and control. After that, done for day one.

For day two, I only have Transport Phenomena class and the lecturer's name is Dr. Nurul Hasan and he kept told us that this is the hardest subject ever in Chemical Engineering. Challenge accepted.

Tomorrow, will have four classes and also, will take book voucher worth rm200 :) and hopefully can spend it on tuesday since we only have tutorial and lab. And, tutorial and lab will only start on week 3. 

I am planned to study few things for my class next week, but cannot make it because my auntie called me few days ago that she has assignments for me. 3 assignments. She is so lucky because we just go through the introduction and overview for each subject except for HSE. But, I only make it in 4 days and I am so done with it. HAPPY. 

In the mood of writing something..

I really need to write something here since I rarely post my status in my FB, Twitter and Tumblr :) Just rewind back the past time from my tumblr about what I already posted and that's a lot story to tell :)

So, here I am, already in Putrajaya and arrived yesterday after finished my four months holiday which is happen  I really enjoy it so much but still, it is not enough. haha. the funny thing, not only me said that four months is not enough but my buddies also said that. I will be heading back to UTP next monday and this time will be by myself only and hopefully, everything will happen as I planned :)

Finally, I am Third year students and it is officially half of my study as Chemical Engineering student. I really looking forward this and I know, things will be different from the last year. I am going to have nine months study mood and after that, holiday for a month and afterwards, seven months industrial training. Really looking forward for this one.

I want to tell random story here.

I really want to tell something here and I didn't mean to do it. When I was Form 5, there was experiment for Biology subject and we need few of water and I don't remember for what purpose. I just happened to open the pipe and there are no water coming out. So, I try all the pipes in the Biology lab and same thing happen. But the thing I did here, I forgot, totally forgot to closed back the pipe. As the result, our Biology teacher told us that makmal Bio semalam banjir and I realized it was my mistake for not closed back the pipes and seriously, I am so afraid and I really don't do anything and just keep silent. Moral of the story, closed back the pipes after using it :P

berjaya update one more post :)