my life again..

Hello again.. i put the title : my life again because i don't know what i should put it in..
first, there are many scholarship that published.. and i think i should just apply it.. maybe it will be my turn to get the scholarship.. at least, i should give it a try right?? nothing wrong with it.. i hope i will get one of the scholarship.. i don't care from what company but i hope i will get it..

next, i have registered for the muet examination.. for the second time.. i'm not blaming myself for taking the muet for the second time because i know what my problem.. yeah, my friends know it too.. hehe.. i think listening is the hardest part.. but, i will not give up easily. i will just try to practise to listen to the different types of audio.. hmm.. buddies, i need your help.. what should i do to improve my listening skills?? help me.. speaking is not hard just like the past.. but now, i am confidence with myself when i'm trying to speaking.. just speak..

this april will be the examination for the listening, reading comprehension and writing. in may, there will be the speaking and i hope i will do better for the test. Good luck!! lastly, more care less hate!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Last sunday, it was really hurt me because my BFF said sumthing that i wouldn't think will come out from his mouth. it made me feel that i am a bad . i know i am a bit selfish but i am doing this because i have my own reason. Busy is one of my life now. i have to do something which is i think i dont ever anyone to know. plus, my problem.. huh.. i have a lot to think.. to sue, i know that i have hurt you but plz dont say anything or something like that again. i just want you to know i will be by your side although i was not there with you. hopefully, you understand me!! just give some space, time.. i want to be alone.. and i just want you to know that you will always be in my heart.. Dewi, i'm not forget you.. both of you.. love you so much.. i am keep wondering why i have lost all my friends.. Azlansyah, Isumarni, diyan, siti hadarah, Pangiran Mohd Farouq, norfarishah.. hey!! where r u?? i'm still for you.. hope you will remember me and we will meet someday hopefully.. i miss 5 Amanah and F3T20 so much!! hope will meet you soon!! ASAP!!
lastly, More care less hate!!

bOrInG!!

My life's suck. dont know what should i do? everyday, wake up and sleep at the same time. doing the same things everyday. huh. kinda boring. but, fortunately.. at the new area my auntie home, there are wireless internet connection. huh.. love it.. but, i'm only can use it only from 11am til 11pm.. it's disconnect afterthe late nite.. hheheh..

i'm a bit lazy now.. i hate to study english.. kinda boring.. hushh.. but, will study when i get bored with internet.. yeah, one think i hate.. i cant opened the friendster.. i have been trying on it,but dont worked.. and thanks!! i love potter forums.. here is the potter fanatic.. just like me.. we are keep talking about hary, harry and harry.. hehehe.. and the others like hermione, neville, luna, Ron and many more.. my user name kiorsly.. here's the url.. www.potterforums.com enjoy ya?? bha.. i have to go.. boring!! lastly, more care less hate!!

finaLLy, i have made my decision..

Hmm.. I'm just already finished fill up the UPU and USM application. Haha.. it's a big and hard tasks. Because it will decide how will my future going be. it's brillian or not? hmm.. i just want to say thank you so much to all my fren who are care about me on what i could choose for my course in Univesity. I choose the course because of my friends opinion, combination of passionate and job opportunities. Actually, i still hoping to choose Pharmacy as my course but seem like it's just daydream. i want to apply it for USM@pohon but they are not offered the course to the lepasan diploma student. i frusted. but, i choose another course.. hehe.. tough one.. but, i will not tell you. i will tell you about the course that i choose in UPU.

1st : Engineering (Petroleum) UTM
2nd: Chemical Engineering UTM
3rd: Engineering (Chemistry-Gas) UTM
4th: Engineering (Bio-Kimia) UKM

Hmm.. i like engineering so much because my majors are chemistry and physics. I love these subjects so much. About the job opportunities, i think there are a lot job offers outside. I choose Petroleum for my first course because i really wanted to work with oil company like Shell or Petronas. Hehe.. Bha.. thanks for all the help. Lastly, More care less hate!!

Bye Bye Pharmacy!!

Hmm.. finally, i have to give up for taking pharmacy as my course when i intended to enter USM. Before this, someone told me that i should took Pharmacy because it is one of the critical course and ensured JPA scholarship. But, at last i had to forget my mission for pharmacy because some several reasons. first, my MUET was not enough for me to applying for the course. Then, we have to attend an interview and it is not confirmed if USM will offer us the course. That why i have to give up on this. Huhu.. these really made be a bit dissapointed. but, life must go on!! Chayyo!! Fighting!! Ajja!! hehe..

So, i decided to take my second choice.. Chemical engineering. i really want to take this course since my major courses are chemistry and physics. I love these subjects so much!! but, there was too many engineers in Malaysia. That why we have to study well and competence with the others. Finally, have to ended up with engineering. Maybe i should applying for petroleum too. i like to work in oil company, Shell or Petronas perhaps? I will apply for UTM, Johor. Wish me good luck!! LOve u all. LAstly, More care less hate!!