forgiving for what its matter

The reason I am writing this, dedicated to my besties. They, whom I have left for past few years and I dont know exactly what happen. The things that we had already scattered and it is falling pieces by pieces. We dont have it anymore, for sure what we gain, experience in 12 years ago. Praying for happiness, it is not that hard to do. Forgiving for other, also not hard to do. Lets leave and forget everything that we had, and move on. Move on and to cheer for the future we had. Only if we know when death is coming to our ways, only that when we will more appreciated what we had around. Family, friends and life, of course. I guess, life is about forgiving each other and move forward and getting excited, thrilled for what we will have in the future. Are you really want to throw everything that we had in the past? After all 12 years, all the memory that we gained, experienced? Do I need to remind you every pieces of its? We used to play around when we were in year 6. We used to be so competitive to get the highest mark in subjects when we were in Form 1,2 and 3. We make our own way when we moved to different schools. Still, it is not stopped us from meet each other? Studying at the library? Prank for dewi, we made her a little upset and then, we bought flower and pizza? Sabindo Plaza as our meeting point? Tawau library as port to study? Getting scolded in public by our headmistress? our little tradition, to visit our teachers home during aidilfitri raya? and I know you are recalled back about the past things that we had together. When we had fun. When we are happy toegther., When we are sad. When we cherished all moments we had. I only had one questions? Are you really want to wrap everything you had with me, for 12 years and throw it away? Lets it faded away? Seriously? and I still keep the present that you gave me. I know that among three of us, Sue is the only that giving present. I still keep the card she give me. Childlish, but when I look at it, I cant stop smiling. Cause I remember of you guys. I dont even ashamed to have two girlfriends as my bestfriends. It never bothers me. But I am so gladly to have both if you. But, things are pretty scattered between us. What else can we do? It is not that we just dont have hipe anymore, but still, we choose to. We choose to separate, instead of solving it. I just had one thing in my mind, cant we forgiving each other for what its matter? Cant we? For the sake of our friendships. This is not the right thing to do, to keep ignoring. Everyone is keeping busy with their own life, but dont let it be the reason for us to ignore. Send me a simple text and asking about my day is enough. It is enough to know that you remembered me all the way even you are busy with life, busy with new commitment and I promised to do the same for you. for her. for our friendship. for everything we had. for everything that we experienced in past 12 years. for everything and prayers that we have. and if I have one last breath in this world, I will say:

can't we just forgiving each other?