april. it is an alert.

it is already april and you know what it means. another month before final. so, no more wasting time. since this sem is gonna hard but I am doing the BEST to get the BEST for my BEST. never wasting time, and right now I am revised for test next friday. dont want to wait for thursday night to study for the next day test because I never do and risk it. prepare ealier, so I can have few rounds of revision and make sure I understand.

so, it is the beginning. emergency button is already hitted. please be alert, dear lolie said. :)

a quoted my from my lecturer..

I still remember in one of my class, my lecturer, dr. ramasamy told us that he is not teaching us for our quiz, test or final. But I am teaching for your life. at that moment, i feel like. what's wrong with me?

certain people study for test a night before, but me study for the final too. but I didn't study for my life. but, my intention is pure, I want to learn. I just did not want to pass the subject, but I want to be able to apply it when I work outside someday. so, change your intention now, 

*I am studying not for my quiz, test or final, but it is for my LIFE*

berubah ke arah positif

*hari ni post bahasa melayu*

masih ingat tak zaman2 kapel dulu, sebab untuk si dia, pa yg dia suka, kita ikut suka skali. even bnda tu before this, x pernah pun trlintas yg kita suka bnda tu. even bnda yg paling kita bnci skalipun, akan jadi kegemaran juga, just for yang tersayang. lg, even smpai tngah malam sanggup nk temankan dia. hari2 jumpa, mesti mau makan sama. kesimpulannya, x nak berpisah la even 1 second.

tapi kan, cuba kita pikir kan? untuk si DIA yang nun jauh di atas sana. yang memerhatikan kita. yang KEKAL. tiada yang lain, hanya DIA yang satu. yang Maha kuasa. yang Mengetahui semua yang ada. kenapa aku nak bangkitkan hal ni di sini?

yelah kan, x adil la kan. bnda yg kita jrg pergi, jrg buat.. napa untuk DIA yang kekal, kita x sanggup nak ikut skali? kalo untuk si dia yang tersayang, kau la cintaku, blah blah blah, sanggup plak. even, untuk DIA, kita x sanggup nk luangkan masa even 10 min pun x. tapi kan, kalo tuk intan permata hati la kn, tngah malam sanggup. apa kes?

*this is just my personal point of view. tepuk dada tnya iman*

it is the time. 29 days. finally.

finally, reading a friend's blog shocked me because it is 29 days before final. time is clicking faster for this semester. need to work harder after this, just now taking a long nap. even don't have my lunch before that have my lunch right after the long, very long nap.

next tuesday, going to take my exam slip. huhu. that's a reminder too that final is coming :)

already set in my mind, a big drop of my pointer this sem but I cancel that. I can score again this sem. If I work hard and study smart, I think I can beat all of subjects even every days, subjects become complicated. But, I still can do it. :)

.all the best.

aku tak bodoh..

Just finished wacthing aku tak bodoh, a malay film.

make me realize, I miss my mom and dad.

my father is just the same, he don't know how to show his love to me but I know he will be there, always for me.

i know that I will never dissapointed them.

*best gak tngok crita2 malam sabtu ni. even kena study coz got test next week. but, moral kena boost dulu*

always love you mom and dad. *next week, off to KL, my mom is in KL*

that's not so me

I just want this friday evening to pass quickly. after that, I will be free, happy. Think about incomplete of me, that is not so me.

the future of someone you love.

this is a post that I appoint to my very dear friend.

she asked me about his partner (BF) got offered work with let's say a company. Just today, she send me a simple sms,

:(

and I know something is wrong again. she wanted to ask about my opinion and her BF. It is just like my friend has problem with his BF to work with the new company. I do know the reason but I need to keep my friend privacy matter. So, I really do reply her two times but still, it is not enough. I promised her to reply her again tonight but I am so busy today. Just today, I have a pop-quiz HSE from 2-3pm, Tranport Phenomena test 4-5pm, ETP project 9.30pm - 12am. Only now, I just remembered and I totally forgot to share my opinion. That is why I am writing this, to let her know about my opinion. Because a short sms will be not enough to share and I am choosing my blog to write.

Thus, my opinion here is just let your BF to do what he wants to do with his life. Actually, at this moment, this is his life, not your life, not both of you's life. This is his life, and he deserves to do what he think the BEST for him. More importantly, your BF only have one chance, to do or not to do and this chance will come only once in blue moon. If he think it is the BEST for him, just do it without any regret because once you regret your decision, you cannot undo everything unless you have a time turner.

So, you as the beloved one or GF, just let him decide what he want to do with his life. But, you are not allowed to tell him about your personal opinion about the company. Just let him decide it feely, without knowing the pros and cons from other people. It is the best for him to decide. So, my dear friend * and I miss you*, you as the GF, just supported him for anything the decision that he make. Just support him, and at least he know that behind her, there is a girl, that will be always there for him. You need to remember that because the boy will do the same for you. 

My conclusion, let him decide what he want to do with his life and no matter what kind of decision he make, support him OK!

p/s: sorry my dear friend, I already promised you to sms you tonight and I am bz this week. sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry :)

good luck for TP test tomorrow

hopefully will not get zero again after this. also, good luck for HSE pop quiz too :)

test 1 transport phenomena

For the first time in my life, I got 0 mark for my test 1 for subject Transport Phenomena. I got 0, out of 40.

For the first time in my life, out of 120++ students, only 12 students managed to get marks and the highest is 20. What happen to the other? 100++ students? They are just the same, 0 mark also and I am one of them.

Never mind, still have test 2 and 3. Will work hard for this.

p/s: it is the lecturer that got problem, I dont know how he checked our paper. ( T.T")

have a lot to story..

I really have a lot to story here since I dont know when is the last time I updated and I am writing this post from my beloved from, V3E from UTP.

1) Just finish my event, IRC Carnival 2012 and seriously, it is super duper awesome! Here is few pics from the event.

This is where I have participated as facilitator in school jamboree and seriously, it is awesome. Each faci assigned with 7 students from 2 different school and what I have to do is to bring the to IRC UTP that is super awesome. Here, I really enjoy it becoz I am not shy person anymore and there is a funny moment when a student thought me from Indonesia and I told him, I am from Sabah and seriously, she never heard anything about Sabar or Tawau. haha. Even I showed her my ID card to prove that I am Malaysian. 

In the library, we have a tour and each faci assigned questions to answer. Few things did not go well. 1st, the internet was so slow, so it is hard to find the book without the code number. Then, the next task to find a book with given call number but didn't manage to find one. Haha. 

The second pics here, my own decorative cupcakes. During the event, you can decorate your own cupcake and it is super duper cheap, rm1.50 only. I wrote mine, Lolie IRCC.

Finally, this is the another pics that I have with iqram, me and syafiq and yes, we look hot in this yellow t-shirts. :P

There is one thing that I learnt from this IRCC carnival :

Anything you do, ikhlaskan hati... everything that you do, you have to believe that at the end, ALLAH will sure pay this with goods :)

i hate it how..

I just have a simply thought for today.

I hate it how LOVE can change a person that you know, he/she is totally so different when

she/he is in front of you or her/his GF/BF.