Thursday, May 14, 2009

12nd May 2009.. (part1)

OK. I will start from the morning. First, that day I'm going to attend a speaking paper for the second time. Before this, I have taken MUET in LMC but need to take it again because I was dissatisfy with the band I got. So, I think I will be in the second group but unfortunately, I was the first group for that morning because one of the candidates from that group was absent. I was so nervous because have to be the first group but I was so lucky because I'm candidate D and it gives me more time to think for my individual presentation. I'm so glad because if I were in second group, I will be candidate A. I'm so happy. Then, let me tell you about our question. It's about which is the most important benefit a person works overseas. My benefit is memorable experience which I don't think it's not the most strong opinion at all. The other candidates opinion, can be independent, new environment and earn money. Precede to the task B, we have group discussion and I am the one start the discussion. At first, I stayed with memorable experience and i tried to convince the others. However, at the first round, we have 1-1-2. Me, choose the memorable, candidate A choose the independent and the rest choose new environment. But, it's changed after the third round and it was 1-3. I stay with my opinion and I was the minority. I try to said to the other candidates about the new environment here includes the new lifestyles like sex, drug and alcohol. How if a person addicted to these? Finally, at the last round- I changed my opinion because we must came up with a conclusion and I have to agree with their opinion. But, i'm so happy because it's already finished. So, I hope I will score about band 3 and above although I knew that I didn't do well in my listening paper. Anyway, Good luck to me!!
I will goin to tell you but I don't know when for the second part which is the worst part in my life. Ever!! Just wait.

Friday, May 8, 2009

still waiting and hoping..


Everyday, I checked the e-mail to see if there is a calling for me to attend an interview for the scholarships that I have applied before. But, I was so dissapointed because there's nothing for me except message from facebook, friendster and spam. I felt like I want to give up (again) just because of that. Anyway, I still have to WAIT and HOPE that magic will happen to me. I hope so!



Then, I want to say WELCOME HOME to all my friends and enjoy your holiday here as you can because for the next two month, you are going to leave Tawau to study again. And, I hope I will join you guys to study in university at that moment. I just hoping that will happen!! Because i'm so tired to waiting for my dream to come true.


Then, i'm sick. I have FLU and it started a few days ago. I hope it will stop before I sit for my speaking paper because it will affect my presentation and performance during that paper and of course I want to do my best! And guess what? I'm afraid if it was swine flu. Haha.. I'm not kidding because I have all the symptoms that shown except cough. I also have muscle joint but that is because I exercised so hard lately... Haha.. Exercise is one of the way to have healthy lifestyle. So, hope I will recover soon.

ok! I will post again maybe and I dont know when.

Anyway, more care less hate..