this give me chills.

Hearing this just give me chills.

"Disrespect invites disrespect.
Violence incites violence.
When the powerful use their position to bully others, we all lose.
When the person asking to sit in the most respected seat in our country, initiated a disable reporter, someone he outranked in privilege, power and the capacity to fight back.
It kind of broke my heart when I saw it, and I still can't get it out of my head because it wasn't in movie, it was a real life" - Merry Streep

Do you write?

Do you write? I mean, write on the paper about the journal or diary. Not virtually, like what I am doing right now. I kind of treat my blog as the flows for my thoughts, for whatever I have in my mind and share. I have many ways of expressing myself because I feel it is important for me to express myself the healthier way. Sometimes I wrote here in my blog, sometimes - I wrote in my journal along with the photos that I took with my fujifilm xt-10 and print it with sony. Because, I just want to be able to remember everything - when I am old - to remember everything I have done and experienced when I was younger. Everything. So, lets write more and more so that the memory will be cherished, always.

Multi-language

I wish I am a multi-language so that I can read all books from its original language. I wish I know Russian, so I can read Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy. I wish I know Brazilian language so I can read The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. I wish I know Turkish language as well, so I can feel and grasp the Snow by Orhan Pamuk. I wish I have learnt Dutch so I can feel how it was to live under the Germany regime - The Diary of Young Girl by Anne Frank. 

Calculator

Have this ever happened to you? Because I have. Minus the part packed TV remote. Because I forgot to bring my calculator to one of my math test. I believe that was happened when I was in secondary school. Maybe Form 1 or 2. Not sure which one. But, believe it or not - I scored the paper and how I do it? I do it the conventional way. Calculate everything from the paper manually and the tip is, you need to be very very fast. Since it is a math test, it is better to have calculator and after that incident, I have never forgot to bring my calculator because it is a nightmare. 

I was born in wrong era!

Honestly, I feel like I was born in wrong era. I know there were many people felt the same way just as me. Because I started to appreciated history. This is what happen when you are growing old. As for my current reading for the challenge reading in 2017, I read Oliver Twist by the famous Charles Dickens. I just love how the English was not so complicated and polite. Everything that was narrated by Dickens, is such a breath to everyone who reading. I wonder how people wrote during the late era with the background of London. I am not sure which year did Dickens stated its book background but it made me think - I was born in wrong era. I want to feel it. Grasp it. Experience it. Only if we can travel back to the old time. Only if. 

Old!

I am afraid of getting old, honestly. I just want to stay where I am as today, Being old, ughhhhh. So sorry but that is the reality. But, I have to admit - I am getting older. Why? Because, during my free time - especially during this new year. My buddies asked me to celebrate the new year, but I take a rain check. I just stay at home, watching my favorite series. Then, when I bored - I switch to read books. When I am bored again, I draw, yup - this is one of my current passion - acrylic painting. I decided to give it a try but I found it to be fun - to just immersed with the painting. I am still learning and taught myself with the skills. Luckily, I found this special book and the kit of acrylic painting was provided as well. So, there you go. One two three four, I have created three drawings so far with a small size of canvas. I am also thinking of purchase new large size of canvas for me to draw and also, new acrylic painting because what I have with mine, already finish because last week - I try to paint with very large canvas size which I ended like half of my paint - I hate the top, but I love the bottom of my paint. So, basically - it is the story of my new passion. But seriously, I don't want to grow old. People said that it is just a matter of mind, but I want to stay awesome as I am today. I am awesome. 

New Year Resolution 2017

Happy New Year everyone and all the best for the year 2017. Let's do the best for ourself.

My only new year resolution is to just keep on going what I have been doing. I have exercised regularly since August 2016. I also have started eating healthy and less junk food. Come on, who can resists the temptation. I also have cut my rice intake which sometimes, I don't eat rice at all but instead more protein and fiber. More chicken and salads. I went to gym since last August and try to lift this and that and jogging. I am not going for bulky body, just a fit one.

So, Let's keep going for the better. I am doing this because I want to look awesome when I am old. Hahahaa.

100 Books by 2016

JANUARI 2016 (9 books)
1. Tenggelamnya Kapal Van Der Wijck by Hamka**
2. The Night Rainbow by Claire King
3. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
4. 100-Year-Old Man Who Climbed Out the Window by Jonas Jonasson
5. Ajaib by Syafiq Izat
6. Merantau Ke Deli by Hamka
7. The Death Cure (The Maze Runner trilogy) by James Dashner
8. Kumpulan Cerpen : Kopi by Fixi
9. Harry Potter and Half-Blood-Prince by J.K. Rowling

FEBRUARI 2016 (12 books)
10. Lelaki Sesuatu Itu / Cikgu Asyraf by Shaz Johar / Dayang Noor
11. Voice in My Head - A Mind Reader by Lilian Chan
12. Mereka by Ariff Adly
13. The Other Side of Coin - Aiman Azlan & Ameen Misran**
14. Looking for Alaska - John Green
15. Paranoia - Hani Suraya
16. Kampung - Irvan Affan**
17. Winterwood - Patrick McCabe
18. Nota - Shaz Johar
19. Babies in Waiting - Rosie Flore**
20. Aksara - Syafiq Aizat
21. Anne Frank : The Diary of a Young Girl - Anne Frank**

MARCH 2016 (12 books)
22. Dosa - Nuril Basri
23. The Secret Life of Bees - Sue Monk Kidd
24. Mental - Shaz Johar
25. Ten Things I've Learnt about Love - Sarah Butler
26. Love in Penang - FIXI
27. The Gift of Maybe - Allison Carmen
28. Santet - Saat Omar
29. The Paper Boy - Pete Dexter
30. The Alchemist - Paulo Coelho**
31. Kasarnova - Izwan Hafifi**
32. Diary of A Wimpy Kid (Rodrick Rules) - Jeff Kinney
33. Diana Story of a Prince - Tim Clayton & Phil Craig**

APRIL 2016 (5 books)
34. Perjalanan - Regina Ibrahim
35. Winter Journal - Paul Auster
36. The Death and Life of Charlie St. Cloud - Ben Sherwood**
37. Retina - Lokman Hakim
38. The Savage Detectives - Roberto Bolano**

MAY 2016 (6 books)
39. Nineteen Eighty-Four - George Owell**
40. Once - Morris Gleitzman**
41. My Name is Red - Orhan Pamuk
42. The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
43. A Thousand Splendid Suns - Khaled Hosseini
44. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy**

JUNE 2016 (7 books)
45. The Tale of Beedle the Bard - JK Rowling**
46. About a Boy - Nick Hornby
47. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
48. Conversations with Heaven - Theresa Cheung
49. The Hundret-Foot Journey - Richard C. Morais**
50. Antwerp -Roberto Bolano
51. Angela's Ashes - Frank McCourt**

JULY 2016 (6 books)
52. The Seagull - Anton Chekov
53. Mat Jenin Sebenarnya Hero - Saiful Nang**
54. The Essential Kafka - Franz Kafka**
55. From the Meadows of Gold - Al Masudi
56. Letters from Rifka - Karen Hesse**
57. Harry Potter & The Cursed Child - JK Rowling, John Tiffany & Jack Thorne**

AUGUST 2016 (12 books)
58. Friedrich - Hans Peter Richter**
59. The Last Song - Nicholas Sparks**
60. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
61. Alice's Adventure In Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov**
63. A Bottle in the Gaza Sea - Valerie Zenatti
64. Chinese Cinderella - Adeline Yen Mah
65. The Reluctant Fundamentalist - Mohsin Hamid
66. The Last Lecture - Randy Pausch
67. The Death of Ivan Ilyich - Leo Tolstoy
68. Fever Pitch - Nick Hornby
69. The Time Traveler's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger**

SEPTEMBER 2016 (5 books)
70. One Thousand and One Nights - Hanan Al-Shaykh**
71. Four Seasons in Rome - Anthony Doerr
72. Slumdorg Millionaire - Vikas Swarup**
73. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
74. One Day - David Nicholls

OCTOBER 2016 (4 books)
75. The Gospel of Loki - Joanne M. Harris
76. Why We Can't Wait - Martin Lurther King Jr.
77. The Kalahari Typing School for Men - Alexander McCall Smith
78. The Story of My Life - Helen Keller*

NOVEMBER 2016 (5 Books)
79. Summer of my German Soldier - Bette Greene
80. Safe Haven - Nicholas Sparks
81. The White Castle - Orhan Pamuk
82. A Quiet Life - Beryl Bainbridge
83. The Little Coffee Shop in Kabul - Deborah Rodriguez**

DECEMBER 2016
84. Diary of a Wimpy Kid (The Long Haul) - Jeff Kinney
85. People Who Changed the World - Rodney Castleden
86. Kisah 25 Filsuf Barat - Mat Luthfi
87. Serigala - Lokman Hakim
88. Di Bawah Lindungan Kaabah - Hamka
89. Hope and Other Dangerous Pursuits - Laila Lalami
90. Tuan Direktur - Hamka**
91. The Pigman - Paul Zindel**
92. Spark notes 1984 - George Orwell
93. Death is Forever - James Bond
94. The Translator - Daoud Hari**

So basically, I almost made it. I am just lack of six books to go to reach 100 books. Summarily, I have read too many awesome and amazing books.

Then, next year - I am going to try to reach another hundred books. All the BEST! Have a blast new year everyone!!