what is the story behind all of these?

I have no idea what I am doing.

So, here I am - everyday questioning myself about what I am doing here. everyday.

Just got sick of it already.

Once I got another chance, I will let go myself.

I don't deserved this.

I love to study. I love to learn. I love new stuff.

But I dont get it. Even I asked.

Waiting here, for the time being.

Looking for another opportunities.

Please do come now. I want you.

not ready yet to let it go..

this is what I supposed to post few months ago but all I can say, I am ready to let you go and move on.

yes, it might be hard but still, I need to get it over. Thanks.

Awak, jaga diri baik2 tau! =)

ikhlas

pernah tak tolong orang tapi tak ikhlas? mesti pernah kan?

pernah tak tolong orang sbb dia bnyak tolong kita dulu2?

this is what I want to talk. there once a time, I helped a friend of mine - because he helps me a lot in the past time. Suddenly, he revealed that, he was not that sincere when helped me. I dont know whether it is for real or what but I told him, I dont care.

I really dont care. For what it counts, you have helped me. Psal ikhlas tak ikhlas, itu semua urusan pahala. Rugilah ko tolong orang tapi x ikhlas, sbb you wont get extra pahala for it. Just my two cents for this sunday.

So, be sincere when you helped people. sapa taknak pahala free kan?

long time no see..

I dont even know what is my last post is all about.

so, what to update? It is almost six months by the time I left UTP and worked as an engineer in Yokogawa. The thing is, I dont know what to say because it is not that I want to complaint that much. I just want to share my opinion about what I have done for six months. So, basially I was assigned under Business Solutions department in Yokogawa Kontrol Malaysia as Solutions Engineer. So far, I have dealt with software and hardware that is used in control and instrumentation for oil and gas company. I supposedly to learn a lot from here but unfortunately, I do kind of wasted my time here. Also, I wished to learn more of what I love - Process Plant.

I know that I should not be choosy in what I want to do with my life, it is just I don't want to waste another six months of my life. I have decided that I have to started apply and looking for another opportunities. It is not that Yokogawa is not a good company - it is a good company for you to learn and gain some experience about control and intsrumentation, and dcs system but it is just that I do learn not that much during my work here. So, I have made my decision.

Next thing, I just want to share about my medical check-up. Yes, I am required to do medical check up because my boss just assigned me and rafiq an offshore project in Batam. So, I did passed all the tests except the hearing. and the doc don't want to release the letter unless I went to specialist to check the condition of my ears. So, I went to Hospital Putraaya the next day and did audiogram test. It is a test where the played beep sound with varieties of freuqency, high and low, and press the button everytime I hear any sound. I thought I only have problem with my left ear, and after the results come out - both of my ears are not in good condition. Also, my left ear is just worse. Thus, I have another appointment which I might have to wear hearing aid and cost me 2k. hahahahaaa. and alhamdulillah, passed my med check-up and next is bosiet training.

so, another achievement for today - updating my blog. yay! and salam ramadhan to all of you =)