Thanks Allah for make me realizes it..

Allahuakbar!! I thanked to Allah for make me realizes about my religion. I never thought that I am so 'jahil' about my own religion. That make me I'm not the real muslim. What I mean here, I really know less about my religion. I realized it and although I already know that I'm lack in religious, I still don't want to learn about my own religion, Islam. I'm so upset with myself because I didn't know well about my own religion. I really regretted for the thing that I did the past and I shouldn't blamed it on my family because they don't taught me about the religion but I have to blame it on myself for not trying to learn about Islam. But, I thanked to Allah for open up my mind this night and having deep conversation with my roommate, Al, totally changed me. I felt so embarrassed when my friend (non-muslim) know well about the Islam compared to me. It's so embarrassed. But, thanked to Allah because it's not too late, never too late for me to study and learn about my own religion. Before this, I used to study about the Physics, Chemistry , Mat and etc. But then, I realized that I will only bring only 'Ilmu Islam' when I die.. Again, thanks Allah for open my eyes. I really happy that Allah still open my heart for me to know well about my own religion. What I really touched by word from my roommate, he said

There will be no full stop in the journey when you are studying about your religion but there will be the full stop when you're studying about the physics, medic, chemistry, mathematics and many more..

Allahuakbar!! Can you believe that words come out from a person that non-muslim? At first I was shocked, really shocked because he know well about my religion but I just know only a little about my religion. It was so embarrassed for me.

Tomorrow will be the big step, big changes for me~ Hope everyone will support me on this.

Lastly, I want to pray for my friends..

To my friend, really best friends, hope she will be strong to face dugaan from Allah. What I just want to tell, life must go on and never ever look at the past because it won't helped you but it will make you break and only will hurt you. Don't think that you're alone because we are here to supporting you.

To one more my friend, I hope Allah will open his heart to change his religion, I know that it's hard to do but I hope Allah will do so because I can see that he want to be muslim. Hope Allan open his heart. Amin~~

Now I realized it..

Finally, I understand why this university's life is damn busy. Before I entered UTP, I always read my friends blogs, facebook. They told me that they have a lot of assignments, quizzes and projects. I feel like OMG, a lot homework, project.. *mampuslah* I'm afraid if I can't completed all that stuff but I still will try me best to submit for it before the final date. But, once I entered UTP, I thought that my friends is lying.. They said there's a lot homework, project and assignment. Haha.. You know what? It's just because till the fourth week, I am still free and I only have homeworks only about two or three.. But, finally.. It has come.. It come without warning us, just come.. F**K!! Sh**t!!

for the next week, we have one quiz and three tests. And the next two weeks, we also have two tests. also. there will be a project for DE.. Also, assignment will be given before the mid term holiday. Then, at this moment, we have tutorials ( a lot ) to complete and for the tests, we have to revise and study again for the tests. WTH!!

Welcome to the university life rosly. I have a lot things to do but I still do update my blog. haha.. It's so boring you know if you're study for 24-hours.. Damn, I will be exploded.. F**K!!

it's just that I have one wish and I also believe that other people also have the same wish with me. I wish we will have 50 hours per day not 24 hours because 24 hours is not enough for me~~ I need more time.. Please.. Can you fulfill my wish??

Ok. I have a lot things to do now and just I will update more..

more care less hate from UTP~

gym, swim.. what else you want huh??

Haha.. what else I want huh? I already went to gym and pool and I find swimming is quite interesting and cool.. Haha.. Because recently, I already float myself and swimming to the end of the pool with frog style. I Love it and I hope I can learn about free style ASAP. I'll do it only if I already know very well how to swim with using frog style. About the gym, I only run n the treadmill and try another things but I just want to keep healthy because it's my only one intention and I didn't go to the gym to have a good shape body. Seem like about two weeks, we will have test for the very first for me and I hope I can it very well. Wish me good luck ya? Just today, Rafiq n me went to event that called Jelajah UTP which need us to run over our campus and it's so far far far.. Although I didn't get place, at least I finished it. I'm so proud of me!! Haha.. Just after we finished Jelajah UTP. w have co-curiculum class. Haha.. gym and swim seem like isn't enough for us and that's why we choose CHAKLEMPONG. Hahaha.. After finished jogging around UTP, we went to our very first class of Chaklempong. If you didn't know what is chaklempong, chack this website:

http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caklempong

It's so fun and guess what? I didn't regret for choosing old music instrument. It's kinda fascinating and I can't wait for the next. Bha, that's all from UTP and actually, I hope Ican upload some pics of UTP but UTP's Lan blocked it. So, if I have chance to go home ( Putrajaya) this midterm, I will upload pics.. Just wait~~ Bha.. That's all.. TQ!!

No more holiday~

Haha.. No more holiday till 13 march if I am not mistaken and I'm pretty sure that I'm going to home, not home actually but the most important thing is I want to stay away from UTP for nine days with holiday mood.. Haha.. Can't wait for this March.. During holiday, damn.. It's the most boring four days in my life.. ever.. When I felt boring, I felt stress and can't study. I set target for the CNY holiday but seem like I only completed one over ten. Suck!! I am suck!! Stupid Rosly for wasting time.. Never mind, because I'm promise to myself that I won't do it AGAIN!! Are you sure Rosly? I'm not sure actually but I will try my best not to wasting and procrastinate.. Hope so.. Seem like we will start class tomorrow and again and I have class so early, 8am.. why it has to be so early darling?? Can't you just start the class about 9am? We still want to sleep and we are like 'baby'. We need to sleep for about 9 hours and more.. Do you agree guys?? Hhaha.. I don't care as long as I have enough sleep. Tomorrow, the class will start and welcome back to UTP to all my friends!! But guess what? We only have three classes for tomorrow and it's from 8-9am, 9-10am and 11-12am. After that, we are DAMN FREE.. You know what? It's time for study.. HECK NO!! Time for sleep!! Haha.. Revenge for force us to wake up early and attend class in 8am.. Haha.. Bha, I will post more here.. See ya..

Quizzes, Holiday..

Just today, I've finished two quizzes which is Physical Chem and Differential Equation. Super Duper hard!! Although it was just one question for each courses, but I have to think and re-think especially for the Differential Equations quiz. I've never expected to have a quiz like that. OMG. Need to study more and no more wasting time on stupid stuff. Anyway, have to think positive because at least I did my best bha. I don't say that I do well but I did my best to score the best marks. Haha.. Tomorrow, will be the last day before we're holiday for CNY for five days. Seem like I will be alone again because almost of my friends go home and me, I have to wait till the end of semester one. Never mind because sometime, to achieve something greater in my life, I need to sacrifice for my future life. Chayyo Rosly~ Anyway, I will take this five days to study. No more wasting time Rosly. Always thinking that university life is harder than matrix life and I have to move on because if I don't move, I will left behind. What I'am talking about?? Damn.. Well, UTP is quite beautiful campus and I love my friends here that same course with me, Chemical Engineering. But, what I missed the most is home. Ahhh~ can't wait to go home sweet home, Tawau. Tawau, wait for me because once I reach Tawau, I will go round2 the town. Haha~ Meet my old friends and ABC.. Arrgh!! Cant wait for it. But, I still have four months to go and still have to face final examination. Hmm, never mind. Don't think about that first because I still have a lot time to improve myself. Anyway, Good Luck to me and I really enjoyed life here. Thanks Allah for this chance!!

gym and swim~

Ya, this recently I kept myself busy with physical routines. Actually, this is not what I'm used to be but I made decision that I want to keep healthy for this year. I want to exercise and guess what? I choose swimming and gym. Haha.. I know you're rolled your eyes when you read gym. Haha.. Gym?? I know but actually I don't want to have six pack abs but i just want to exercise actually. Not strong body but at least, I can exercise. You know what? I choose gym because I just joined my friends. about swimming, I really want to swimming and just today, I learn to float myself. It's cool and you know what? I love UTP so much because we have internet access in our own room and it's damn so fast ( of course because we have to pay RM40 for our hostel and it's just for 1 week ). Haha.. Can't wait to see what happen next..

so stressed!!

Hmm, so stressed because apply PTPTN online.. Have many errors.. And I only have few days before the end date of applying PTPTN!! So stress!! Damn!!