I ruined everything~

aku ndak tau la pa sudah mau jadi ngan aku. I ruined my last day in Tawau. A few days ago, I feel excited to go home(UTP) but suddenly, something happen which make me takut mau face dia ni.. I really didn't expect something like that could happen and what can I say, it is my fault. I'm really sorry. I ruined my mood for balik UTP. Hope I will solve this one or it will haunted me everyday or I can't focused to study. I can't tell you in details, maybe later. I'm not in the mood, since last night till now.. I AM SUCK!!