2011

New year is just around the corner.. still have five days to go and I am thinking to change my blog layout and the song too.. can't wait for new year..

the life after you got married..

Something just come to my mind so suddenly..

the life after you got married? Well, people will think they will have a lovely family.. yeah, lovely one.. kids.. yeah, I don't even talk about lovely family and kids.. I said about the life, the routines.. How it would be like? I only have one answer.. My life after got married is

BORING

because I'm going to repeat the same thing everyday..Yup, everyday.. Lets see what I have in my mind.. Everyday, I will wake up beside my dear wife and kiss her.. hehe.. then, I will go for subuh prayer with my wife and after that, take a bath and be ready for the breakfast.. While my dear wife preparing for the breakfast, I will read newspaper and my kids, still in their bed.. sleeping.. After finishing my bfast, I will go directly to work and return to home just after I finished. Then, at home.. there will be my wife with our kids(twin), a boy and a girl are waiting for me.. While my wife preparing for dinner, I will play with my beloved kids and after that, we will have our dinner and I will help my wife with the dishes. After that, we will have family moment where we will watch movie together and sharp at 10.30pm, we will go to sleep..

and, this would be boring as I will have to face this everyday. What do you think?

what if I say..

I just have idea what I want to blog about..

It's about the feeling to say I LOVE YOU to someone, maybe to your friend, to a stranger or to anyone else..

I am too desperate to have someone but sometime, I think that I should have someone beside me but more than half of me don't want because it will be a distraction to me, especially my study. This is about the principle, which I always remind of myself and tell my friends or anybody that I will never think about LOVE except I can't support my family and give them happiness. I know this is sound ridiculous but who can expect when will I fall in love with someone? It really bother me since I am 21 years old but still, I don't see the reason why should I have someone special especially at this moment, I am just very happy with my life, also me being single.

But the environment and surrounding really pushed me to think about having someone special. Some of my friends said that this is sort of experiences that will help me in the future to be mature in relationship. But, I still have one thing in my mind. I want my first will be my last. Sound lame right? But trust me, I heard a lot from my friends that the first one will be the one that you cannot easily forget. Isn't it?

Actually, I really don't believe that I write this one and it is quite embarrassed me. But, what to do? I will just follow the flow and will accept what will happen in the future. If God want me to fall in love few times before I met a girl that really suit me, I will have to accept it.

I AM SINGLE and I am so PROUD of it~

will updated soon~

tawau..

Still don't have idea what should I write here.. Haha.. Again, will write anything randomly..

1st, it has been 6 days I am here and supposedly I met my friends ( Sue & Dewi ) tomorrow but I can;t because my relative is going to stay here for a few days and since I miss my cousins, I really want to spend my days with them since they are who I missed a lot back in UTP :) . But, sadly so sorry to my friends but we still have next Sunday and if not possible, we still can meet anytime we want and I really want to spend my holiday with you guys.

2nd, this 15th Dec 2010, I will go to Taman Bukit Tawau (TBT) for jungle trekking. This will be my very first for the event but actually, I have visit TBT many times but only for picnic. We are going to visit the Botani Park, Sulfur Spring, the highest tree in the world (really??), and the waterfall too and this will be an excited experience for me.

3rd, I eat a lot here and my mom said that I have gained some weight but still, I didn't notice any different. Nasi Kuning, Bakso, Soto Banjar, Salad Buah, Maggi Kari + egg half cooked, KFC ( because I only eat at mcd in Perak), and puding, all are ticked. haha.. still have a few but cant remember it but I really starving for my teacher me goreng and tauhu sumbat and ABC tawau. I wonder when I will have chance to eat those. hmm..

4th, I'm done with the book, the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom and it's quite amazing. I really want to find its movie and after that, I want to find the other book that wrote by him like Tuesdays with Morrie. I really can't wait to find it or should I buy online? Because here in tawau, we don't have POPULAR and MPH book store. Hmm..

I think that's all that I can update. See you guys soon.. (:

already here, in TAWAU..

It has been almost three days, since I arrived this lovely hometown.. But, before I was heading here, I bought a book for me to read. I really like novel but with moral values inside it or just random pick, not the lovely story or romance although sometime I will prefer that kind of story for movie. Back to the topic, I buy a book, The Five People You Will Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom. I didn't finish it yet but I am going to finish it though. But still, really love the story. How I wish we have POPULAR or MPH here in tawau because I really want to buy another book by Mitch Albom. Here is the cover of the book or if you want to borrow the book, just email me..And also, I think I should study next week for the third semester since I already feel so boring in home. Don't say that I am show off or whatever but I think the only why we have semester holiday because they want to give us time to study for the next semester and we should use our time wisely, not only sleeping or eating or enjoying or take a rest. I know this look ridiculous especially what the heck this dude is doing? He should enjoy his holiday but sorry, I am not gonna waste my time since like I have to memorize back all the thing that I learn in semester 1 and semester 2 because this semester three is about the combination of Differential Equations(semester 1), Physical Chemistry (semester 1), Fluid Mechanics ( semester 2) and Material and energy Balance (semester 2). So, what I have to say is use your time wisely during this holiday.

That's all and feedjit is ridiculous because it stated that my location is Kuching, Sarawak. What the heck?? hahaha.. anyway, use your time wisely everyone during holiday..

gonna repeat the same thing today..

hmm, it quite boring when I wake up with I have nothing to do. I only will wait this thursday because I'm gonna leave UTP too Putrajaya. My first check point. :) I can't wait for it and then, my next destination is 6th december, which I hardly can't wait for it since it is my hometown..

I don't know what should I write here.. Bha, let's it flow..

About this first year and second semester, a bit hard for me because I think I didn't manage my time very well. First, although I join an event this sem called Health Pro, but I still don't give 100% commitment as I promised during interview. I thought I can give my 100% but still I can't just because the inner conflict of me. But lastly, I did enjoy it. I can't wait to join another event for the next sem although I know that I will be busy.

One thing that I really regretted this sem is I did study last minute. I really hate to do this kind of work but I have to since I am busy with the Found Da Team camp and also, the tests. Oh, I remember that I have three tests in three days straight. Hmm, that's the reason for why I study last minute. Also, I regret for not studying the materials like Islamic Studies last minute which I have a lot to reads and memorize and luckily, I manage to read it all but not too understand it. Nit really understand it and this is prove that I learn this only for exam purpose. What the fish. Have to change this behavior or I will get nothing from studying here.

But, what I am so happy this semester about is I still have my study group. We used to study together especially for critical subject like MEB and IMSE. Gonna explain a bit about the members. 1st me, I am LOLI the planner. I am planning the time, date and venue and send e-mail to everyone about our next group discussion. 2nd, RAFIQ yang ada2 saja. Hahaha.. IQRAM yang gelabah :P. MADI yg mama. AZIE ngan produk2 coklatnya.. SYAFIQ ngan rambutnya.. WAN dengan rambut barunya.. Haha.. But, during this semester, we have two more members who joined us. TASNIM, cool~ and AMIR, cantik keta.. hhahahha.. so, we did have 9 members and hopefully, we will have group discussion again for the next sem because it's very important to have it especially next sem.

it's 10.04am and I still don't take bath because I am so lazy to do it. hahaha.. don't know what else I should write. Oh, maybe I should upload some random pics here. Nah, take the random 5 from me. Or should I say my feveret photos for 2nd sem.

this is during eid-aidiladha where I didn;t celebrate with my family. For the 1st time in my life, I didn't celebrate eid, not one but two with my family and if you realized, there's an empty seat for meon the right side and I should be there, not UTP. :(

the second one is when my friends celebrated my BF. I am so HAPPY!! But rafiq is not in the pic because he is the one who take this pic.

This is during fasting month at the Masjid An-Nur. Iqram? Where are you??

and this is during health pro and my second time, donate blood..

Finally, I update my blog with some pics!! Amazing ya?? Nice one!!