my result :)

Finally, my result is coming out last week and I am so GLAD because I was able to see my result. I thought my result is withheld because I still have about rm455.50 to pay but seem like I am able to see it :) Finally, the moment. Guess what? happy but sad too. I make it again this semester but a bit sad because there were subject that I thought I will score A, solid A not A- because I study hard + smart but then, at last A-. Never mind I should be happy with it and be grateful :) I will update more tomorrow :) and this week and this Friday will be my birthday :) and don't know what to do T.T

result..

the result will be coming out tomorrow :) 06th October 2011 Good luck everyone.. or maybe can check it at midnight :) and enjoy my new layout.. awesome kn?

jenJEN. said...

here is her comment on one of my post not long ago..

why must pharmacy?
there's so many courses out there that u can choose besides that one ait? are u sure ur passion is into pharmacy? are u sure? or just bcz it's a great course (same with meds) so u want to take it.. is it? try to explore other fields rosli. ok, this is my opinion k... i think that our mind had been spoiled with all the "sc things"... just when we not good in sc while in secondary(spm), we enter the different field (some ppl face this kind of things). maybe we(kita2 jak la, i mean class pure sc cm kita) just stuck with our pyshics, chem, bio..... so, when ppl ask us our ambition back then, they were job that between those field... doctor, enginr,dentist,pharmacist,etc... but why i didnt hear someone want to be an event director,lawyer (glad mark did it), manager or other work that hppen to be in the hotel (okay, i'm not mentioning the "service" yah)or something that relate to the hospitality field, architecture(yusy did it)and etc... even if there's someone apply to be a teacher, they'll go for sc subject,math,english,etc (no offence ok!) but why there's no one in history??? sejarah... it's a good subject too. ppl will respect you with ur knowledge abt history all over the world.. 

so what i want to tell here that dont get ur mind stuck in the "sc world" only rosli. there are so many field that really interesting out there. i realize this thing when i was worry abt my matrics result.. i worried if i done bad. so i try to explore other field. and i find they were interesting. i was nearly get into the world of hospitality, hotel management and tourism.. i find it is interesting to meet with various kind of ppl and prepare the best for them. i believe whatever the job is, they too want to give the best to citizen. am i rite? working in advertisement industry, photograph wud be exciting isnt it? same with the bidang penyiaran (not as the host la tapinya..) yg d balik tabir.. working with the audio and video... journalism too kinda cool.. and sc field actually, there are lots of subfield in it. it's not just pharmacy... so, u better make urself explore the fields...the indusrty that u never think about that u would step into before. just open your mind a lil bit. give some space to them. 

and rosli.... i know these are way too long... but i am very excited to help you to realise that there is still so many option out there and life is not so suck. it's the people who made it sucks.

and as for me, i'm choosing my course now, not because the demand job nowadays or whatever it is... i chose it because i like it. i think this is my passion. i like to know about earth since i was a little girl. i dont care if my mum says there's not many opportunity out ther, i'm still doin it. and now i'm doin it, she cant do nothing.. she just have to watch me and give me her support, even she's not liking it.
i'm not asking u to do the same thing like what i did, but i know, everybody else is just like you, want a guarantee job after graduate.... so, now it's up to u, wether u want to sit down and think bout ur future till migrain attacks you, or take some action to create a future...your future rosli.

stop complaining and act!

see that?? That me so grateful to have a friend like her who is really care about me and my life. *mode terharu* she did reply to my comment on this blog and this is when I feel like I am going to take Pharmacy for my major and guess what? I applied for it for my first choice :) and chemical engineering as my second choice and guess what? God knows what is the BEST for me and it is CHEMICAL ENGINEERING (UMS) but unfortunately, I am already in UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY PETRONAS and majoring in CHEMICAL ENGINEERING TOO :) 

 In her comment, she asked about my passion and of course, my passion is towards physics, chemistry and mathematics. I really love these subjects and see? I don't have BIOLOGY in my favorite list but still, I want to take Pharmacy. I thought I am gonna be alright since what I have to do is pushed myself to study but sometime, it is hard to pushed yourself to like something you already hate and you set in mind. But still, her advice though.. make me thinking that I should do something based on my passion, interest.. that's the point..

so what i want to tell here that dont get ur mind stuck in the "sc world" only  (Jen, 2010). Here, she told me not to get my mind stuck in the science subjects and fyi, I want to be an architect and accountant before I was exposed with subjects like chemistry and physics. I really want to be architect  because I like to see tall buildings and sky crapper. They are pretty awesome and I used to watch the Mega-Building in Discovery Channel and it is amazing to see how the sky crapper is built then. Apart from that, I also feel want to be an accountant because of my wrong misinterpretations. I thought it is only mathematics that we need to be an accountant and I also almost enrolled myself in account subject when I was form four. But, it is actually quite hard to learn by yourself and I have to cancel that. 

that's all what I wanted to say. Just wanna say THANK YOU VERY MUCH for help me to go through this crisis. Thanks. Jen, you are awesome! 

p/s: when you told me about the history teacher, you kind of remind me of  Cikgu Mazlan.. my mentor during the form 5.. hehehe.. :)

my favorite comment in this blog so far..

gonna post this tomorrow :) just wait for it and I will give it a review :) *I just happen to read my old posts and found one comment that I really give me inspiration, thanks to her..*

-- I will post it tomorrow :) --

What makes you beautiful by One Direction

A little preview about this group (one direction) : 3rd place for X-factor UK last year and they are super duper awesome! Just released their song and mv. Their song is pretty awesome too :)

here is the video and lyrics. Enjoy! They are cute too but they are talented too. They don;t depend on their cute face to competed but also got talent.

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

Don't need make up, To cover up, Being the way that you are is enough (this is my favorite lyrics since it is so TRUE)

pening..

still have no idea about the assignments but I already finished two assignments.. :) but it is pretty easy because related to subjects I took in matriculation but for the next subjects, OMG it is really tiring since I have to find the answer online and open the book at the same time in order to make sure that I am using the syllabus given. But still(after open the book hundred times), seem like the answer is not there :(

there is a question, it is easy about pollution but hate it because it want the specific data. It is not like an essay question which I have just explain the types of pollution, sources, effect and ways to overcome like we did in school. But this time, the question want to me to find few method of BIOTA that used to detect how human activity effect this environment and to make things worst, I already find in the book that there is no word BIOTA in it. I don't know how I am gonna finish it.

Got another assignment :) I miss UTP and doing assignments DAMN! and this time is not really my course and it is about the General Genetics. Just got the questions today but supposedly to be easy but still don't know how to solve it. But, already have the idea about the second question because it need me to apply the subject I took in UTP last semester, probability and statistics which is about Chi-square table. :)

Lastly, I just cant believed that we are already in October month :)

type B

Type B
You can be very goal-oriented and often complete the ambitious tasks set before you. Outgoing and very charming, you’re good at reading people and providing support. Though critical of appearance (but not your own), you aren’t picky and are unlikely to dwell over the little things. Type Bs are impulsive individualists who often create their own path in life. You are very strong and optimistic. B is most compatible with B and AB lovers. Common career choices: cook, hairdresser, military leader, talk show host, and journalist. copy directly from Jenn.


very goal oriented. This one I totally agree with because I always have my own goal every time I want to do something. Yup, actually this is normal for people to have their own goal even in life but myself different. I have my own goal for every semester and even for this holiday four months, I have a list-to-do :) because I really don't want to waste my time for holiday and have fun instead :)


often complete the ambitious tasks set before you. This is so me. I like to finish everything before the due date. Even me myself like to study things by my own before the lecturer teach it.It help me to be well-prepared and that mean,I study stuff twice and this will help me in my study :) ni lah salah satu petua study saya :)


outgoing and very charming. I like this one, VERY CHARMING :) but I don't think I am outgoing person because I do like to enjoy myself by spend my time alone in my room instead of going outside and have fun :)


I am good at reading people and providing support. OMG! This is so TRUE! I use to have what people called, good intuition which I know how to read people and react to it. Sometime I will know something without the need of people telling me what to do because I can read mind ( like the 6th sense kan??) :P


you aren’t picky and are unlikely to dwell over the little things. Yup, I am not so picky person. I will choose anything as long as it fits me very well. About the appearance, prefer function than the brands :) 

impulsive individualists who often create their own path in life. You are very strong and optimistic. Yup, I think I like to create my won path for my life because it is me who will decide my future, not you, not my family or even other people. But, it is me :) very strong and optimistic,kinda of :)


Common career choices: cook, hairdresser, military leader, talk show host, and journalist. cook? yes, I like to cook but I will not try chef. I think maybe in home only. hairdresses,auuwww.. this is not what I want.. military leader.. OMG! hancur la negara kalo aku yg jadi ketua.. talk show host.. mau juga, kalo rancangan aku femes cam oprah, mmg aku x kesah.. hahaha.. journalist.. out of the list.. :)


nah, that's all!