jangan menjadi buta kerana..

Ingat tugas di dunia bukan untuk mencari harta kekayaan semata2, tetapi adalah untuk menuntut ilmu. Sebab itu bukan segala2nya, ingat tanggungjawab sebab even benda tu halal, still kena ingat tanggungjawab. Kalo pusing2 sana sini, benda tu still menjadi haram even cukup syarat pasal mengabaikan tanggungjawab. lagi, menyalahgunakan. Pandai pikir la sendiri pasal da besar panjang. Aku no comment. Just menyuarakan di sini.. :)

*This post is in my draft since 2011 and I dont know what I did not publish it yet. There you go, time for updating. This is the second post for 2015 and I don't know what it took so long until June 2015 for updating.

Books..

My hobby. Always been scolded by my mom, to buy book. Always. No matter how many books that I have not finished yet, I still want to buy it. The pic above, still not read it yet. But, it give me a different feeling of satisfaction of what I believe and love the most. This is kind an addiction, but a good one. Reading helps me experience a lot of things that is unimaginable.

kejarlah impian.

kejarlah impian. I just watched this youtube vid, which is about kejarlah impian. Just a video from my hometown and the boy was creative for producing this. check it out kejarlah impian

After I finished watch the video, I asked my self. What is my dream? Took me five minutes to figure out and realized about everything. When I was a kid, all I want is books. I really love books. I guess it is influenced from a series that I watch when I was small. I even keep a dream to pursuit my study to oversea in Harvard University. It is all just a dream. Then, when I was in secondary school - I really love chemistry. It is one of my favorite subject at all, and make me realizes I want to be a chemical engineer and continue further my study in UTP. I guess I got that one huh?

and now, here I am. Sitting in front of my laptop, with a title of Solution Engineer - do I happy with my job? Is this my current job is all what I want? Am I happy with it? It is a dream come true? the questions never end.

People always said, go for you happiness. If you are not happy with your job anymore, quit it. Try to find the new one. easy. But, it is not as easy like people said when you have commitment. Life is too short to waste our time for something that we are not enjoy everyday. Why? Because when it is happens, all you think is money. No motivation. Now, your intention for your job, all is about money. No more because I want to learnt, I really love what I am doing. Those reason, you can say bye2. Nowadays, it is normal for those people to accept job for the sake of the money.

Even during my study in UTP, I am confident that I am going to further my study. I am so clear about what I want to do. I want to try to jump to PHD and skip master. and be a lecturer. After all, it is what I want also. I love teaching. I love studying. Who doesn't? hahahaha. Maybe I will try find time to further my study part time. Who knows it will happen eventually? Because it is up to me.

Go catch your dream.

present, past and future.

We should only bother about the present and the future. Forget about what happened in the past. But still, learnt from your part. Sometimes, people will never let go of the past. Even me still have few clings with my past. Deep regret and wish I can turn back the time. Move on.

All I want to say to is, start to appreciate everything what you have in front of u. be grateful. be cherish. be happy for whatever it is. because you will never satisfied if you want more, more and more. and guess what, when you start thinking about it, you will feel depressed. and it is not a good thing. it is not worth it.

happy sunday!

bahagia?

"Bahagia ni sebenarnya benda yang kita ada. Bukan benda yang kita cari. Kalau kita terus cari benda tu, maksudnya benda tu kita tak ada" - KELABU.

what is the story behind all of these?

I have no idea what I am doing.

So, here I am - everyday questioning myself about what I am doing here. everyday.

Just got sick of it already.

Once I got another chance, I will let go myself.

I don't deserved this.

I love to study. I love to learn. I love new stuff.

But I dont get it. Even I asked.

Waiting here, for the time being.

Looking for another opportunities.

Please do come now. I want you.

not ready yet to let it go..

this is what I supposed to post few months ago but all I can say, I am ready to let you go and move on.

yes, it might be hard but still, I need to get it over. Thanks.

Awak, jaga diri baik2 tau! =)