1st day..

Jan 24, 2011.. Today is my first day in UTP.. I have class on 8am and I wake up about 5.41am just want to revise a bit before go to the class. Sound crazy right because it is the first day and I still don't learn anything from the lecturers but for me, it is important to wake up early and study on the first day because I need to start everything ( wake up early and doing some revision ) on the first day.. :)

UTP..

updating from UTP.. OMG, here I am.. in my second home.. UTP :) After took KL transit and train and fetched by our friend, finally I arrived here (UTP) on 4pm and we did manage to check in block O to register for our room :)

What I want to share is I just deactivated my facebook :( but temporarily only because I think it is not worth my time to finished on it since I have a lot things I can do despite of facebooking :)

Now, I am officia;;y 2nd year student and surely, time is clicking so fast. For the next sem, the same aim! Go Rosly :)

I still dont want go back..

:(

I really mean it and if I can, I don't want go home (UTP) back.. can I have another one month for holiday? Plz~

with two days left..

With two days left, I still have few things I would like to do before I go back to UTP this saturday.

1. makan ayam panggang :) blame to my sis for make me jealous during fasting month

2. I really want to go Takada but seem like I cannot go since it will only open every sunday and I just spent my last sunday last week :( never mind, will make it next holiday :)

3. ABC at blakang Ko Ming and my favorite is ABC cincau+jagung only :) I don't know if I can :(

and the will be coming soon.. and I have two tentative to work out..

a visit to the hospital..

Actually, I should focus on my proposal about the HSE week 2010 which I am responsible for two activity; Inter-Debate school competition and Worst Case Scenario:Don't Panic! I am done with the proposal but still don't know if it is completed already or not since I have to ask for my Head of Department (HOD) if he is okay with my proposal. But, I am more interested to update my blog :)

Just today, I went to hospital to company my cousin's grandma.. But, I also want to meet the doctor and ask about my flu. Because everyday I wake up in the morning for subuh prayer, I got the flu but it won't stop and will affect my whole day and I want to ask for nausea spray because I used it a long time ago and my flu is getting better.

Also, I always company her if I am here in Tawau because I am the only person that are free :) Every time I went to hospital, there is one thing I noticed and always think about it. About my future life. I have two parts in my vision.

Part 1

I wonder if someday, my mom/dad have to go to the hospital for checking his blood pressure and get medicine like my cousin's grandma used to be and I am an engineer during that time ( I hope so ). I wonder if I will be there to company my mom/dad to go to the hospital :( I really hope that I will company them every time they need me.

Part 2

Also, there is second part in my vision. I wonder how will I look when I am 60++ years old. I only can imagine I will be bald, cannot see very well, and sit on the wheelchair.. and I also wonder if I have to go to hospital as my cousin's grandma always go, will my son/daughter will be there to company me :(

So, I wonder.. That's what I want to share and a reminder to me, I have 5 days left before go back to UTP :(

nasi kuning~~

tadi my mom buat nasi kuning for the last time before I go back to UTP.. that's so sweet of her.. Love you mom, thanks!!

no pics, sorry~

what I just did tonight?

why I did just say tonight??

I say to her that I want a GF this year.. No more loneliness.. No more depressed.. and I want her to be my GF.. But, it is just I am not ready yet.. But, till when I will be ready if I didn't experience it even once?? OMG! I am so embarrassed. This should keep as secret but since I write it here, it is no more longer a secret..

and guess what did she reply me? Simple one..

:)

what did it means?? I am ruined..