sunday before internship

today, I am leaving for my internship, port dickson. pretty excited but nervous, dont know if I can adapt the environments and new friends, of course.

tomorrow, 1st october will be the first day for internship under safety, health and environment ;) start work in 7.30am, way bit ealier I think. hahaha. and then, finish by 4.45pm for monday till thursday and 4.15pm for friday and of course, a short holiday for saturday and sunday. planning to sleep and rest. hahaha.

so, good luck to all my friends, all the BEST! and also, awak, hope you will happy always ngan tmpat intern nnti, hosmate baru and new environments. jangan lupa sya di sini.

two days to go for internship..

two days to go, Saturday and Sunday before I go for internship, PETRON refinery Port Disckson.

these two weeks, I just came from Malacca and Port Dickson, temankan antie g kursus. so, me, kazen and mah nenek pergi skali. so, dpatlah cuci mata before go for intern. Melaka, is an awesome place but not really   have the chances jalan2. at least x pa la, dpat pijak melaka. ada bnyak kapal and i like malacca because parameswara. haha. so, of course shopping few things for internship stuff. also, happy sbb dapt makan asam laksa. thanks to my in-law uncle punya kuarga, so dpatlah makan2 sedap and sedap gak, asam laksa. next is pd. port dickson. the place that I am going to spent 7 months ++. huhu. in front of hotel is pantai. mmg awesome. went to pntai 1st day we were there and the wind, calm me down. I miss pantai highway di tawau. lagi, sunset. so nice. sngat2 nice. and she came to my mind, thought becoz the sunset reminds me, she want to see sunset in karambunai. soon k? insyaALLAH, if we are meant to be =) and then, sok nya jalan2 kuar g makan ikan bkar. ok, ikan sana mahal. tawau lg murah. tapi boleh tahan la. mmg lau datang pd, kena makan ikan bakar. hari ke 3, g jalan2 mall dia. hehe. x tau la if itu je mall yg ada, tapi mmg besa2 je. huhu. pantai je lebih awesome. so, jimat duit nak shopping. haha. then, petangnya g mandi pantai. pasir dia mmg halus, mulus. and entahlah, teringat kat dia plak. how I wish you were there with me. soon OK? mandi pantai, di pukul ombak and mmg tertelan air masin yg sngat2 masin. antara pngalamn paling best. walaupn da besar, still mandi pntai. oh mai, I am so gonna spend my weekend g pntai =) so, beberapa kali jalan g pd, nmpak la tmpat masuk keja aku tu, PETRon refinery prot dickson. biru tua dan merah, lawa je tngok. tapi x masuk dlam la. x pa la, tunggu 1st day la baru g tngok. hari last, drop few things dalam rumah baru, tmpat mau tinggal intern. boleh tahan for me, and me and munir, we got the master bedroom. mmg nice giler. ada aircond, tp x tau ok ke x. aku x prefer aircond actually. haaha. and then, balik ke Sierra 16.

so, got two days left. ahad baru gerak g pd sbb gerak skali ma munir. so, all the BEST for all my friends for internship. good luck everyone!

andai ada jodoh, tidak ke mana..

that is what she reply me =) you always know what to reply me.

sorry for been to worried for things. in few days, we are leaving for intern. ye la kan, dah intern, there will guys, of coz la little worried. mana tau ada yg brkenan, melekat di hati. aku nk smpan mana.. hahaha..

but she replied me, andai ada jodoh, mmg x ke mana. ok.

p/s: one thing what I like, about you, you always know what to answer =)

she is giving a chance..

alhamdulillah. chance, she is giving it to me. Now, it is up to me, to use it very well. and  =) wish her all the BEST and me too!

saya rasa tidak salah sekiranya..

saya rasa tidak salah sekiranya ingin bercinta semasa masih belajar. huhuhu. sebab apa? as long you are looking for a wife, not like cam tambah experience la kunun, just nak cinta2 je, sbb kawan2 suma ada.. it is OK as long as tidak melampau batas and mendekati maksiat. =)

kenapa tetiba je post cam ni? sbb before this, I made a pact with myself, bnda2 cam ni x penting pun. dahulukan study. just takut study terganggu suma apalah sbb perhatian yg diberikan. bagi aku, ok je pun as long the girl or women, kamu ada niat untuk mengahwininya. jika sekadar bersuka ria, eloklah dilupakan hasrat itu sbb perpisahan or break up itu adalah sngat pasti.

so, sblum nak bercinta ni, kena tnya diri sndiri, kena tau niat. adakah dia perempuan yg aku ingin kahwin? ada kah dia wanita yg sesuai untuk menjaga anak2ku nnti? tnya la diri. jgn sampai terlewat.

tetiba ja post kn. hahaha.

I should really update my blog..

semakin lama x mengupdate blog. should be really update my blog, huhu. sorry, because it has been a busy busy last three weeks I guess.

1) start with raya
- nothing special. as usual, went to my auntie house and not really too much to story about my raya.
- it is just not as excited I want, so I guess raya next year, I must go home =) just this one time because after this, I will be final year students in beloved UTP.

2) looking for internship placement
- 1st offer I got is Johnson and Johnson. Almost accept it, because when I do, she told me it is already full when I decided to accept the offer. so, melepas la. but, I do believe I deserve  much more better than this.
- Emerson, nice company in instrumentations. I do want but allowance only rm500. I am not being demand, but it is just not enough for me since kos sara diri and palce to live will be expensive and I only have my allowance to survive. so I reject.
- Philips, Bayan Lepas. after a precise thoughtful, my roomate and I, we agree to take this. Planning this and that, but in the end, I reject the offer because I have another offer, and leave syafiq with philips but luckily, he got Emerson.
- and finally, PETRON aka ESSO, port dickson refinery. under SHE department. just what I want, oil and gas company. the allowance also nice, very nice. hopefully, I can save money during my internship :)

3) final is OVER
- after this, no more assignmnets, classes, and final for eight months. yay! haha.
- about my final papers, not so much to story.
- I just did my best and hopefully, got better result because last sem, my result is dropping. haha. blame TP and HSE. haha.

4) having my holiday 3 weeks before go for internship. hopefully my SV is nice :) give me A+ and I will work  harder and yang paling penting, ikhlas kerana Allah, ikhlas kerana ingin kan experience, ikhlas kerana ingin belajar. masa masuk2, ikhlaskan diri. sbb kita nak keberkatan. bila ada keberkatan, buat apa2 pun senang, result pun gempak! ok?

that's all for the time being :)

i just want you to know..

i just want you to know, I do really care about you. yes, I do and I am gonna do my best to get you. because I do believe we have a bright, a bright one future. Yes, at this moment you feel something but unsure about it, but just believe in me, it will be the same feeling I feel towards you. but, you need to open your heart, just open it. we will go together with the flow, and see where this can bring us.

sincerely, LOLIE =)