a private session with dr. Rao..

Just last night, we got a test, Reaction Engineering ( TEST 2) and something happened. Dr. Rao is the lecturer that is in charge for this test 2. During the test, there were many students raised hand ask this and that, asking for answer and solution ( i don't know, maybe). Then, dr. Rao sorted of cancel the test and he will do another test or what because students cant answer very well for the test. So, he decided to tell us to redo the same question and submit to him.

and guess what? I am f**king mad when he told that. What is the point I am studying for this test from last week and two nights before the test, I slept around 2am, just because want to make sure that I understand the topics that will be tested. It is totally not fair to some of us and I am devastated.

What I pity more, dr. rao is teaching half semester for nothing. Really? After seven weeks of he teaches, there is not even a single thing that you learn from him. He keep repeating the same thing in the class,  even sometime I get annoyed of him because he like to keep repeating any topic. But, when think back, it is for our own benefit. So that, we can understands very well and remember it.

I am so mad because there is another possibility to make test 2 again, and I hate it because next week, got another 3 tests, a presentation and an interview. after that, it is FINAL. cant you see how busy will be us for the next two weeks? Also, I thought I am studying test 2 RE for nothing but when I thought back, ok fine.actually, I am doing some revision for the final though. I think I understand very well the half second the topics by dr. Rao.

Plus, I have decided to meet dr. Rao because I feel the urge to let him feel like, there is someone who is still interest to study for RE. and yes, I did come to his office around 9am, and I bring along my roomate, syafik :) and as usual, he start with the motivation and talking. of course, it is a must. but, I learn many things from him just today. quoted from dr. Rao, life is an unknown. that is why we need to learn. to discover everything. also, he shared a quote from RE book by marie curie, life is not to be feared, but to be understood.

He is not that bad, he is just like to give us advice because he has more experiences compared to us. Also, he told us that we can learn everything that we need from the book. just study the book, insyALLAH you can do very well for final. but, actually it will be time consuming. he added, that is why we have class, because teacher can teach you and you can learn faster. I know that sometime, I feel annoyed by him but when thinking back, I am regret for everything that I did to him. Forgive me dr. Rao for everything that I said and did in the class.

After that, we discuss the questions for test 2 and yes, he explained it step by step. I am so glad because I took the decision to meet him, because it is the BEST decision I made today. :) TQ dr Rao for everything and forgive me for bad thing I did. :)

ETP presentation for today

Have the final evaluation to show our product and I will show you later the AGR :)

Still dont practise with the team members due to time constraints. supposedly to practise, so we will know the flow :)

only pray for the best and just want to finish it today ASAP :)

april. it is an alert.

it is already april and you know what it means. another month before final. so, no more wasting time. since this sem is gonna hard but I am doing the BEST to get the BEST for my BEST. never wasting time, and right now I am revised for test next friday. dont want to wait for thursday night to study for the next day test because I never do and risk it. prepare ealier, so I can have few rounds of revision and make sure I understand.

so, it is the beginning. emergency button is already hitted. please be alert, dear lolie said. :)

a quoted my from my lecturer..

I still remember in one of my class, my lecturer, dr. ramasamy told us that he is not teaching us for our quiz, test or final. But I am teaching for your life. at that moment, i feel like. what's wrong with me?

certain people study for test a night before, but me study for the final too. but I didn't study for my life. but, my intention is pure, I want to learn. I just did not want to pass the subject, but I want to be able to apply it when I work outside someday. so, change your intention now, 

*I am studying not for my quiz, test or final, but it is for my LIFE*

berubah ke arah positif

*hari ni post bahasa melayu*

masih ingat tak zaman2 kapel dulu, sebab untuk si dia, pa yg dia suka, kita ikut suka skali. even bnda tu before this, x pernah pun trlintas yg kita suka bnda tu. even bnda yg paling kita bnci skalipun, akan jadi kegemaran juga, just for yang tersayang. lg, even smpai tngah malam sanggup nk temankan dia. hari2 jumpa, mesti mau makan sama. kesimpulannya, x nak berpisah la even 1 second.

tapi kan, cuba kita pikir kan? untuk si DIA yang nun jauh di atas sana. yang memerhatikan kita. yang KEKAL. tiada yang lain, hanya DIA yang satu. yang Maha kuasa. yang Mengetahui semua yang ada. kenapa aku nak bangkitkan hal ni di sini?

yelah kan, x adil la kan. bnda yg kita jrg pergi, jrg buat.. napa untuk DIA yang kekal, kita x sanggup nak ikut skali? kalo untuk si dia yang tersayang, kau la cintaku, blah blah blah, sanggup plak. even, untuk DIA, kita x sanggup nk luangkan masa even 10 min pun x. tapi kan, kalo tuk intan permata hati la kn, tngah malam sanggup. apa kes?

*this is just my personal point of view. tepuk dada tnya iman*

it is the time. 29 days. finally.

finally, reading a friend's blog shocked me because it is 29 days before final. time is clicking faster for this semester. need to work harder after this, just now taking a long nap. even don't have my lunch before that have my lunch right after the long, very long nap.

next tuesday, going to take my exam slip. huhu. that's a reminder too that final is coming :)

already set in my mind, a big drop of my pointer this sem but I cancel that. I can score again this sem. If I work hard and study smart, I think I can beat all of subjects even every days, subjects become complicated. But, I still can do it. :)

.all the best.

aku tak bodoh..

Just finished wacthing aku tak bodoh, a malay film.

make me realize, I miss my mom and dad.

my father is just the same, he don't know how to show his love to me but I know he will be there, always for me.

i know that I will never dissapointed them.

*best gak tngok crita2 malam sabtu ni. even kena study coz got test next week. but, moral kena boost dulu*

always love you mom and dad. *next week, off to KL, my mom is in KL*