i felt sorry for my bestfriend..

First of all, i want to say sorry for my bestfriend.. i don't know if i could mentioned it here but it's not the point.. i wanted to say sorry to my bestfriend because everything (the past things) that i did to her.. i may be selfish on my own but now, i felt guilty when thinking about that.. and that made me thought that i'm the worst person ever in the world.. the worst one.. i admitted that.. i called her about 7pm and she told me about everything that i never know about it.. i felt guity with her because before this, i always cheated on her.. often.. but the reality, i'm not a good best friend... she wants to help me but me?? never ever tried to help her.. but, i want her to know that we are still friends forever.. all the precious moments in our primary and secondary school, i won't forget it.. this reminds me to them.. all about us.. we study together, in the same class.. the top in the class... i missed it.. ok. this sunday, going to ask her out with my another friend.. this is only what i can do for her... forgive me ya?? i will be here if you ask my hands.. that's all.. love you!! last, more care less hate..

I have nothing to post!!

Hmm.. well.. i have nothing to post because my life was so boring.. just not like my friends..
they with their Uni life, study.. but me?? hmm.. everyday are more likely repetition.. what was happen yesterday, it is happen today and will happen again tomorrow.. i hope i will have more attractive days.. just like my other friends do.. their life more challenging but me?? nothing.. watching TV, MUET, internet, eat, sleep.. hAhA.. darr.. will tell you something next time!! lastly, more care less hate!!

five things you don't know about me..

first of all, that to Gwen Myra for this topic.. good topic.. i think.. hehe.. yeah, now, i'm going to reveal 5 things that you don't know about me.. lets begin..

1~ before i was 18, i really wanted want to be.. hmmm.. i want to engaged myself in creative and colours section.. what i mean creative here are something like decoration and fashion.. yeah. when i have spare time, i always trying to drew anything like house decoration and fashion too.. it's silly.. i'm so respected to them who are so creative with their imagination.. i hope i have it too.. my imagination.. just.. not too bad.. and i am not good at drawing..

2~ i am used to like reality show so much. all the type of reality show.. i love it so much.. survivor, the amzing race, deal or no deal, america's next top model, the apprentice, so you think you can dance, the project runway show, oprah give, malaysia most beautiful, akademi fantasia, american idol, one in a million, OMG!! i love this all!!

3~ I am Potteraholics.. yup.. i am one of the potter fanatic.. i really like their movie, book series.. they are so amazing.. i hope i live in Uk or US. why?? because they have fiesta(sp?) there about the harry potter.. and they are active.. so active in potter forums.. i'm trying to be active like them in da potter forums..

4~ i don't like football so much.. i dont care about it so much actually.. hehe.. football?? just.. i dont know.. hmm.. it's not my feveret.. but, when there is the competition like UEFA or something like that.. Manchester United, arsenal or Liverpool.. i just pretend like i like it too.. huhu.. so plastic!! sorryYa.. i dont like it so much!! but.. i have a trophy.. our class won the football competition.. we are form 1 match with form 3.. and we won.. and guess what?? i got trophy but i'm never touch or kick the ball.. hahaha!!

5~ i always watched all the show that might be the girls only watching it.. like what?? Oprah, america's next top model and the project runway.. So what?? i dont care about it actually.. i just like the information and the issues they bring out.. and i like the drama that happen in the reality show..that good!!

actually, i want to give ten but i cant find the rest.. so, i'm only can give you five only.. sorry ya!! lastly, more care less hate!!

it's raining..

Hmm.. it's raining right now.. and my emotion depend to the weather.. haha.. if it was raining, i will be sad.. and vice versa.. hope this rain will stop.. yeah !! i want to write something here.. kinda boring bha.. don't know what should i do.. everyday, my life just stucked in the home.. study english as the preparation for the muet.. watch my feveret show.. oprah.. hehe.. i know this show only for girls but i really like this show and it's so inspired me.. i don't know how it's inspired me.. but i believe it believe me a lot to understand about the topic that they always discuss.. my feveret topic? ya, yesterday.. about the financial education.. it's really help me a lot.. a lesson : don't tell you children you can afford it, but actually you can't. it's good for parents not to 'manjakan' their sons.. don't give reward for their achievement but give them the precious moment. like go to town.. spend some time with them.. hmm.. it's not like this.. i got A, yeah $50 for me.. it's not the way.. te best thing to do.. hehe.. spend the precious moment with your son..

next, it's 2nd february 2009.. about 2 month, i will re-taking the MUET.. and about 5 month, i iwll go to Uni.. i hope so.. but, i believe i will deserve it.. just wait.. what we need to do.. is patient.. just pray hope they will sort me into th Uni.. like the other days, it's so boring.. i broke my feveret mechanical pencil and i'm not in da mood want to study.. hehe.. it's my bad habit.. look like i have to buy the new one.. then, i iwll continue my study.. huh, it's raining cats and dogs right now.. Tawau.. it's the monsoon(sp?) season..

yeah, boycott to the US product.. thanks kin for remind about this thing.. i don't know if i'm pretty sure boycott this us product but what i can say is i don't drink cola anymore.. hehe.. guess what, Dr. Oz ( a guest in Oprah show) told us that bicarbonat drink contains more than 100 calories.. huh.. so, i have quit from drink cola.. and the others.. now, i preder.. nothing.. just water.. ahha..

WOW. this month we will see the fighting of reality shows.. haha.. but, it's my feveret show because i like all the reality shows.. hehe.. american idol, akademi fantasia 7 and one in a million.. wow, singing competition.. huh.. i know that i'm not good in singing but i really like singing.. it's enjoying bha.. love this guys so much.. they are so talented.. three david ( cook, archuleta, hernandez) haha..wah.. i like to talk a lot..

darr.. will post again when i am boring ya.. see you.. lastly, more care less hate!!

p/s: sorry for babbling here.. i don't know what should i tell you..

my life again..

Hello again.. i put the title : my life again because i don't know what i should put it in..
first, there are many scholarship that published.. and i think i should just apply it.. maybe it will be my turn to get the scholarship.. at least, i should give it a try right?? nothing wrong with it.. i hope i will get one of the scholarship.. i don't care from what company but i hope i will get it..

next, i have registered for the muet examination.. for the second time.. i'm not blaming myself for taking the muet for the second time because i know what my problem.. yeah, my friends know it too.. hehe.. i think listening is the hardest part.. but, i will not give up easily. i will just try to practise to listen to the different types of audio.. hmm.. buddies, i need your help.. what should i do to improve my listening skills?? help me.. speaking is not hard just like the past.. but now, i am confidence with myself when i'm trying to speaking.. just speak..

this april will be the examination for the listening, reading comprehension and writing. in may, there will be the speaking and i hope i will do better for the test. Good luck!! lastly, more care less hate!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Last sunday, it was really hurt me because my BFF said sumthing that i wouldn't think will come out from his mouth. it made me feel that i am a bad . i know i am a bit selfish but i am doing this because i have my own reason. Busy is one of my life now. i have to do something which is i think i dont ever anyone to know. plus, my problem.. huh.. i have a lot to think.. to sue, i know that i have hurt you but plz dont say anything or something like that again. i just want you to know i will be by your side although i was not there with you. hopefully, you understand me!! just give some space, time.. i want to be alone.. and i just want you to know that you will always be in my heart.. Dewi, i'm not forget you.. both of you.. love you so much.. i am keep wondering why i have lost all my friends.. Azlansyah, Isumarni, diyan, siti hadarah, Pangiran Mohd Farouq, norfarishah.. hey!! where r u?? i'm still for you.. hope you will remember me and we will meet someday hopefully.. i miss 5 Amanah and F3T20 so much!! hope will meet you soon!! ASAP!!
lastly, More care less hate!!

bOrInG!!

My life's suck. dont know what should i do? everyday, wake up and sleep at the same time. doing the same things everyday. huh. kinda boring. but, fortunately.. at the new area my auntie home, there are wireless internet connection. huh.. love it.. but, i'm only can use it only from 11am til 11pm.. it's disconnect afterthe late nite.. hheheh..

i'm a bit lazy now.. i hate to study english.. kinda boring.. hushh.. but, will study when i get bored with internet.. yeah, one think i hate.. i cant opened the friendster.. i have been trying on it,but dont worked.. and thanks!! i love potter forums.. here is the potter fanatic.. just like me.. we are keep talking about hary, harry and harry.. hehehe.. and the others like hermione, neville, luna, Ron and many more.. my user name kiorsly.. here's the url.. www.potterforums.com enjoy ya?? bha.. i have to go.. boring!! lastly, more care less hate!!