Hmm.. last night, i keep thought about my future time. i cant slept. because this things just stucked on my mind. i give up with my further education, id card and everything. i give up!! i dont know what should i do. anyone, please come closer to me and help me. i dont know what should i do with my life. now, i'm regret about the past thing. i am so anxious. why i dont studied well when i was in primary and secondary school? in matric too? now, i'm just wasting my life. without my id card here, i cant procede my study. hmm, what i'm supposed to do now?
so sad!! (T_T)''
more care less hate!!
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y did u say u regret with the past?? i think u did well in ur exams as far as i know.that's not the prob actually, it's about ur id card rite? u shouldn't blame urself for this. u have done all u can rite. be patient, this might be a test from the Almighty, maybe he's planning something better for u in the future. what i'm trying to say is do not give up, please. there must be sumthing u can do in the mean time.. have faith in Allah.
Yeah, Gwen. it's about my id card. then. my MUET. i'm so stupid why i dont study well in english before this. i hate myself. now, i'm regret this. i cant enter the pharmacy course just because my muet. i have to score at least band 3 to apply to this course. hmm.. life's so suck!!
why must pharmacy?
there's so many courses out there that u can choose besides that one ait? are u sure ur passion is into pharmacy? are u sure? or just bcz it's a great course (same with meds) so u want to take it.. is it? try to explore other fields rosli. ok, this is my opinion k... i think that our mind had been spoiled with all the "sc things"... just when we not good in sc while in secondary(spm), we enter the different field (some ppl face this kind of things). maybe we(kita2 jak la, i mean class pure sc cm kita) just stuck with our pyshics, chem, bio..... so, when ppl ask us our ambition back then, they were job that between those field... doctor, enginr,dentist,pharmacist,etc... but why i didnt hear someone want to be an event director,lawyer (glad mark did it), manager or other work that hppen to be in the hotel (okay, i'm not mentioning the "service" yah)or something that relate to the hospitality field, architecture(yusy did it)and etc... even if there's someone apply to be a teacher, they'll go for sc subject,math,english,etc (no offence ok!) but why there's no one in history??? sejarah... it's a good subject too. ppl will respect you with ur knowledge abt history all over the world..
so what i want to tell here that dont get ur mind stuck in the "sc world" only rosli. there are so many field that really interesting out there. i realize this thing when i was worry abt my matrics result.. i worried if i done bad. so i try to explore other field. and i find they were interesting. i was nearly get into the world of hospitality, hotel management and tourism.. i find it is interesting to meet with various kind of ppl and prepare the best for them. i believe whatever the job is, they too want to give the best to citizen. am i rite? working in advertisement industry, photograph wud be exciting isnt it? same with the bidang penyiaran (not as the host la tapinya..) yg d balik tabir.. working with the audio and video... journalism too kinda cool.. and sc field actually, there are lots of subfield in it. it's not just pharmacy... so, u better make urself explore the fields...the indusrty that u never think about that u would step into before. just open your mind a lil bit. give some space to them.
and rosli.... i know these are way too long... but i am very excited to help you to realise that there is still so many option out there and life is not so suck. it's the people who made it sucks.
and as for me, i'm choosing my course now, not because the demand job nowadays or whatever it is... i chose it because i like it. i think this is my passion. i like to know about earth since i was a little girl. i dont care if my mum says there's not many opportunity out ther, i'm still doin it. and now i'm doin it, she cant do nothing.. she just have to watch me and give me her support, even she's not liking it.
i'm not asking u to do the same thing like what i did, but i know, everybody else is just like you, want a guarantee job after graduate.... so, now it's up to u, wether u want to sit down and think bout ur future till migrain attacks you, or take some action to create a future...your future rosli.
stop complaining and act!
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